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I want to run around town naked, smashing windows and eating takopachi.
Ah. Fantasies.
Mira.
hello world
finally after the prolong absence,im back with a vengance.nyah.
Here I am at some dangy old cyber 'cafe' typing (no wait. i wouldnt say typing...more like slamming on the keyboard cos its so hard to type. its a gd thing i had my lunch already..more energy to slam.). well its like 0415 in the afternoon and im surrounded by sweaty boys playing god knows what. this is interesting eh.
so anyhoos, excuse me for being gone as i've been on hiatus for the past few weeks. the laptop has had enough and so has the parents. school starts on the 7th of july and for the fucking fact i hvnt applied for it yet makes it all the better.
okay okay, so no one really misses me.
neighbour boys kyle and vern have bailed out on me with their gfs and skateboards and that leaves me with.......no one. BUT THEN FAJAR SAVED MY DAY!!! whoops.
i have been working 10 straight days in from 11am to 9.30pm and life couldnt get anymore mundane.
(ok i sorta just got warned by the shopowner that one more time i slam on the keyboard and claim tt im typing hes gonna ban me from coming here. so i better slow down. EH WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?! THEY CHARGE ONLY A DOLLAR AN HOUR HERE. DUH!)
anyhoos, tmrw is my day off. woooopeeeeee.
Mira the very hard worker.
(ok my fingers are really tired now.)
kanooks day out
to the zoo.gereks.ben&jerry's sedap la.
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i am seriously deprived of moolah.down to cents.and asking the parents for it is so salah because they have already paid for the 2 back-to-back trips.but...hiayah.it's not even mid month and i'm broke.huargh
IF I HAD A WISH, I'D WISH FOR INVISIBLE EAR MUFFS!
It's been 3 days since i really left the house.
Being cooped up hasn't so much ticked a tock(wtf?) on me. In fact, it has made me have the life. Waking up at 1. Watch Oprah. Eat eat eat. Clean abit here and there. Play games. Play games. Play games. The only thing i really miss most is them late nights and cycling and skateboarding(well, i seriously figured tt i wasnt meant for that sport after falling and injuring myself..SEVERAL TIMES).And where was I. Ah yes. The parents come home. I put on them invisible ear muffs. Watch more tv. Eat ice cream. Come online. GO OVER THE WHOLE OF EBAY. Chat. play freecell(i think ive beaten the world record! hah!). watch tv. And then being woken up at 6plus on the sofa with a tap on my shoulder with the remote control. Well, I dont mind getting used to this routine as long as my parents seriously shut the frog up.
Now, on a serious tone, i need to find school. And kiks, no. Not Lasalle. I know I'm full of expressions and all to go drama, but that's so not my calling. People-watching at the airport just now has made me want to seriously do something tt i can excel in$$$. NO INFORMATION-TECHNOLOGY-COMPUTER-WEB-DESIGNING-SHIT ANYMORE PLEASE. And just when I was abt to worry abt fees and all, my parents had to open their trap and say smtg smart. SO YOU KNOW WHAT. PRIVATE SCHOOLS...HERE I COME.
On a lighter note, I'd like to thank kiks and fiqas for dropping by yesterday. I had major fun. And kiks. We are so official babis. Not only are we thai babis. we are also spore eat-laught-then-fall-asleep babis.
THE RAS.
Ah. also many-many pics coming up soon.
If i manage to sort them out proper lah.
hello my name is carla tate
nyahahha.
we do again end of year okay?ape je kls tak sell pancakes.nccb.the miras&fiqas,when we meeting again?we can do that jumping while hugging thing again.kiks
Lick me. I'm horny with a capital C.
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PART 2.
Mirams.
Come back. Come back.
I was once daddy's little princess. What I wanted, I got. What hurt me, he hurt them.
Now now now, never underestimate the strength of your parents. There's only so much you can lie about before the word barf comes and you are the spectator of your own disaster.
I have a feeling I'll be on hiatus for awhile.
There goes the Ibiza Party. There goes there goes...
Mira.
WHAT CEREAL AM I?
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RARARARARA.
I fell down.
And i hurt my hand.
Adoiii.
Mira.
broke to the e
yes.next month there'll be no way to play the "payday game"ccb.
here.
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The Ras.
so bored. bah.
The weekend we've been waiting for is finally here.
Yey yey!
Some mundane shits that I just had to put up cos i have nothing better to do...like studying.
The Ras.
Oh and yes Rinrin, if you're reading this, this blog might be another way for me to ahem ahem your ahem ahem. I'm sure the girls might be wondering what in the world I'm babbling about. Nyeahahahahah.
oh hell
As I write my feelings down trying to hold back the tears that seem to well up in my eyes but to no avail. Or so they say the heart yearns to be loved but I’d go for the latter. And learning to move on can be awfully hard but slowly it seems to make sense instead of just holding back. How much pain does one have to go through before the truth prevails? I’m just tired. Too exhausted to keep up with the games you play. As much as I don’t want to give up but how long more before the guessing game comes to an end? Sucking up to everything will just hurt even more so I’ve decide to call it quits. Hopefully there will come a time where all of us come to learn about taking control over ourselves instead of having people leading us on. Then again, I pray it won’t be too late because you can never turn back time and as the wounds cut deeper into your skin, it’ll take a longer time to recover. Maybe the signs were already there from the beginning and we were blinded from the start. I’ll take my chances as I watch other lives fall apart before mine. Just don’t say I didn’t warn you.
I'm sorry you weren't there.
And i'm sorry you didn't care.
xoxo
Mira.
GO!
aries?aYies?????????muahhahahahahha u fucker miras!POPE-DOHS...alahai *wajajajajjajajajaja* betols la.and then there was..."ENTSH"
"english TEH"
gelare gelare gelare...jangan lupa bawak tongs ya?!crash,crashing,crashed ; kikslove me love me.
Mira.
so much to do. so much to say.
i think it's better off if i dont stay.
yeah. oc was gerek. striked a few nerves.
"he only chases me when i am needed." other than that, i do not belong there.
think orange county and newport beach.
Mira-can-cheer-you-up-with-just-a-call-away.
yes yes,
happy birthday to me.
I will love you no matter what.
And i will still continue to TRY and irritate you.
GOrgeous ones like you make my life the bomb!
Mira.
a life lost
in the name of love
YOUand me walking in the rain after training and having our dinner at Mcdonalds while shivering because we were cold and wet?i shed a tear or two for you.and with all my love,i hope you're happy now wherever you may be.goodbye to youchewed our gum @11:24 p.m.Sunday, March 27, 2005
I`m sorry if I am grouchy, moody and don`t make corny jokes no more.
No, i have not ran out of it.
Just that, i feel like sending all people on my email list, handphone list and whatever list a fuck off and then start rebuttling the hate mail. I feel like being a bitch. Somebody fuck off and shove your brains back into your head. Cos it's getting fucking ugly here.
Mira says fuck off again.
chewed our gum @01:13 a.m.Saturday, March 26, 2005
Heavenly.
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casual slips by Beverly Feldman.
I am so in love...with clothes.
And check out the rear view of the pants.
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kiks. CHANGE THE BACKGROUND LAHS!
Miras.
chewed our gum @11:34 p.m.Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Yeap. Kresiol's back.
We are crazy.sexy.cool.
HAHA.
Rara.
chewed our gum @02:56 p.m.Sunday, March 20, 2005
pitter patter rain drops
din dong bells
the boy left me a note in the morning saying he didn't want to wake me up from my beauty sleep and that he has conveniently taken my discman(yes discman!ol' skool katekan)and my ez link along with him.abeh camne nak go out later?bluargh.and you girls are suppose to come over to have mee bandong.cepatans la.and i tak jadi go jb la yesterday night so whoever who pesan me fags,go buy sg punye je la eh.ok bye.<3;marskiki bte paddy waddychewed our gum @12:07 p.m.Friday, March 18, 2005
When we put the brain cells to use...
Today was fun fun fun. We managed to go around singapore without having to use more than 20bucks...for the 2 of us put together! We went from 40cents food discounts ( thanks d bazzle...nyahaha) to crosswords and storybooks. 90cents crayons to 40cents each coloured pencils at art friend. .50 combos to chendol ice cream (without the chendol).
And there the 2 bimbos sat. One with her oh-so-gigantic storybook and the other with her colouring/crossword puzzle book and crayons.
Oh wells. Anythings fun when the kiks is around.
Snap twiss.
Cos i know you were saying aww.
Pictures are UPPPPPPPPPPP.
LUNCH TIMEEEEEE.
I'll be the Mandy Moore and you be the err...whats his name again?
This is our walk to remember...with chendol ice cream, crazy hotties, big gulp and slurpee. oh yes...and a whole lot of laughing and giggling.
Then it was bras basahing storybook and art friend. I wanted to buy this book which had pop ups. But sadly, i didnt.
Then started the cam whoring at esplanade. Tralala.
Good night.
The Rara Girl.
chewed our gum @12:38 a.m.Wednesday, March 16, 2005
so whats the story
morning glory?
I GOT IN!I GOT IN!YEYNESS.
on a lighter note,i'd like to thank my dearest mother who was ever so enthusiastic about the whole thing with her "oh okay la".and people with no anak rambot can piss off.stop calling me in the wee hours of the morning la.mofuck.so chilling session on thursday,friday and saturday anyone?love bnyk2; kiketteschewed our gum @12:58 a.m.Monday, March 14, 2005
Stupid stummy cramps.
Stupid stupid stummy cramps.
Stupid stupid stupid stummy cramps.
Sometimes I wonder if we lose our brains when we bleed through menses. Those little clumpy blood things look like bits and pieces of our brain eh. Im sure it's showing here.
Losing my mind,
Mirettes.
*Im dying of stummy cramps. Help.*
chewed our gum @05:33 p.m.Sunday, March 13, 2005
I stumbled upon this in Farids' laptop. My hair was the longest in my life in this picture. Pathetic.
I know.
Ok bye.
The Mirettes is super duper to the whooper bored.
chewed our gum @05:20 p.m.Thursday, March 10, 2005
practice makes perfect
okay i need to re-run my lines before i drop the bomb.
"paaaaaaaaaaaaa....that day kan,i saw this super nice watch lah.lawa seh.and it's not THAT expensive.or maybe you buy me that watch i buy u murtabak okie?"if that fails,while uruting dear mother "maaaaaaaaa....remember the time when i had to pay for the phone bill with my own money,i need that money back.btw,i hear government service ppl get extra bonus this month right?"i wouldn't be whinning if i had more money.but now kan, i'm broke to the E.but what the hell,all for the GUESS bag.nyahor maybe i should go back to working full-time.ala...*humming to *if i was a rich girl; kiketteschewed our gum @11:54 p.m.Wednesday, March 9, 2005
Tired of getting hurt?
Untok the kikettes.
And to the boys who feel left behind, here's one for you.
How do you comfort yourself when you are broke?
Toodles lovers,
The Mirettes.
chewed our gum @11:40 p.m.Wednesday, March 9, 2005
Here's one for a Belated Valentines
Dear Farid,
Please take this all the way to your heart.
Hah.
Lots of love,
Mira.
chewed our gum @11:36 p.m.Wednesday, March 9, 2005
my fingers are turning into
a big frenzy
ok kiks enough of fun and get down to business la.you have been lepaking the whole week already.stop brooding over it and get to work. REMEMBER(in that indian accent slang) hard work now = our bright bright future with chanel,ferragamo and everything nice la!so now i'll start to chant to myself "GO KIKS GO!" gah.chanting queen; kikschewed our gum @12:33 p.m.Monday, March 7, 2005
and then comes the moron alone.
Capeknosity at it's best.
Miralalalallalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaa.
chewed our gum @11:44 p.m.Saturday, March 5, 2005
okay so now
its getting rimas-sier.(messier...rimas-sier?ring any bells?)
best part of the day was the train ride home when there was a KUKU MALU man sitting opposite of me.bah-hum-bug.wheels will keep on turning.so hurry schmurry just get over and done with it la eh.i feel like having Cokelat while watching Peter Pan and sipping on Mocca all at the same time.can can can?!pimple growing in my nose la i think.sakit banget.lets go shopping.spluge on slurpee or sump'n.kikschewed our gum @01:07 a.m.Wednesday, March 2, 2005
Sayaaaaaaang dier si giler.
Dorks are sexay.
Mira.
chewed our gum @12:09 a.m.Wednesday, March 2, 2005
EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE ALRIGHT.
XOXO
MIRA.
chewed our gum @12:50 a.m.Tuesday, March 1, 2005
the moronia
from within.
the job's ending soon.plus the agreement of the part-time basis is that no one touches my weekend.so basically,i'm free.*stars singing "i'm like a bird i wanna fly way..." and the weekend i've been dying for is finally here.the results?oh sod it.now that i'm addicted to Orange peel,i have to pay 9.90 buckeroos for it.yes 9.90 bloody bucks.nevertheless,orange peel taste like chewing gum.unhealthy.tell me abt it.
i'm slowly going insane.in need of fudgy,chewy,chocolate ice cream now.NOW NOW!oh and did i mention my last entry was last months pay and that the end of this month is coming soon which means another payday?*nayahahha* i-look-like-a-moose;kikschewed our gum @12:16 p.m.Friday, February 25, 2005
Someone needs to get me a
LOUD
alarm clock.
School's a
bITCH
mira
chewed our gum @11:59 a.m.Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Kiks..eh alamak I forgot what I wanted to say. Alahai. I just changed windows from msn to here and I moronically forgot what I wanted to say.
Anyway, when I remember I shall type.
Ok so, I must get that tannlines bikini. So gorgeous.
Anyhow, certain friendships are starting to rear it’s ugly head. Mira and Kiks do not believe in ugly friendships. It’s either we hit or miss. And I have a feeling this ones gonna get a miss ver-y soon.
Kiks is quitting next month. I so cannot wait. Woohoo. Then I shall have my kiki to myself whenever I want, wherever I want. Well, that is unless Andi-anus (I heard of your relapse story, aww) wants to take her away from me but in which I believe she will never want to happen.
I really really need to learn to post some pictures. And with that I’ve decided I should go learn. I shall track back those entries which has pictures and see how it was done.
Tralalala.
Oh btw kiks, if u wanna start a new blog, we can do it under moblog. It’s some singtel shiznit that I signed up for so that I could get this post it pad for free on the spot in school. Fret not, it was free.
So now, I shall be gone.
Tralalala.
(I should stop doing that ya. That tralalala-ing. But somehow I find it therepeutical. Stops me from going crazy.)
Love love love,
Mira.
chewed our gum @11:56 p.m.Sunday, February 20, 2005
I am a moron. How can I fall in love with someone who is nvr there for me. Oh wells, when time runs out, I will be ok.
I love the girlfriends. You make me wanna slam my head against the table.
And yes, money money money. Job searching here we go.
I have been soooo lazy to blog cos kiks, i want new layout. I want new layout *chants* I want new layout.
School's a bitch. I've been missing too many and been doing nothing abt it. I shall prepare myself for dooms day.
Tralalala. Life is good but it's a bitch.
Farid-is-a-lucky-boy,
Mira
chewed our gum @11:26 a.m.Thursday, February 17, 2005
i was part of a magic show la!
gerekness.
and so the social circle is slowly expanding and we are all having loadies of fun la!pole prancing and starbucks shrieking.couldn't get any better. :pto the "snortingsuckitsuckers" groupy, i love u all banyak2.
life never got any better la.so the next time i see fira and fiqah,i got pressie for u.best nye.mira u have the hand band thingy so you no need.so now back to mr magician,he took a coin from the back of my right ear.then happy.
rendezvous-ing with the bus driver; kikschewed our gum @12:55 a.m.Saturday, February 12, 2005
Anyway, what’s been up? Who’s been down?
I’ll tell you.
The moron of my mom is giving me money like I owed her.
The kiks, well, moronic of you on not knowing how to spend your money.
Ish Kebish!!!
And the boys, they keep me sane. Well, technically lah.
I’ve been running off to Tower 23 the past few weeks the moment my parents shut their door close. And what do I do there? I become a child. My so called neighbours are children of expats in Singapore and they are always bored. Like me. Heh. So games we shall play while their mom feeds us drinks. Heh. Sometimes lah. I mean if you ever challenged them to open a toy shop, I bet you you’d lose. How could anyone have a whole cupboard of toys and a bar in your house to ever get bored?
But then again, I’m writing this in their memory because in a few weeks time they’ll be off again to Japan. Where I shall spend sleepless nights talking the mots, awaiting helplessly for their return.
Till then,
i-love-neighbour-boys-cos-they-take-the-misery-out-me,
Miralovestobenice.
chewed our gum @01:40 a.m.Friday, February 4, 2005
nyah!
i've officially ran out of pagenames.sheesh
at this moment in time,i feel like shoving a shuttlecock into my mouth.maybe that would help me shut the bamboozles of me instead of shrieking like every 5 seconds,which happens to be my only form of excercise nowadays.the excercise of the vocal cords.and also the fingers because...*drumroll please*...it's pay day!$kerchings$!oh wells,i shan't rub it in any further la.hammie boy shall be of non-existence for a whole week.haiyahs.my nights will become even more boringer than it already is.oh well,which means it's down to shaun.yes shaun the bloody mofo son-of-a-tembak.maybe if he has to hang out with me more often this week,that would stop him from getting mcs and motivate himself to go back to camp.i sumpah he'd rather be at work than having to put up with my "anti-macdonalds" antics. bah-hum-bug.awimbawek,awimbawek...oh wheee, kiks<3 chewed our gum @11:06 a.m.Wednesday, February 2, 2005
super bingits arh
like totally super bingits!
i hate working.big time.so what if the pay is good?fucked up long hours and no time for sentos.thanks uncle david for dropping by the shop and brightening up the rest of the night.hahpromise to head down to sentos on sunday and watch "cowoks ganteng dan keren" play beach soccer.plus see lionel,helly and the rest of the gang.then we can talk singlish summore.at least esplanade day was great.i love you all banyak2.so you people out there can go enjoy your saturday while i sulk at work.
and i think i have this thing for indon guys now.hahahaha.ok bye.haiyahs smaiyahs;kikschewed our gum @12:26 a.m.Saturday, January 29, 2005
To let some things off my chest here.
Trust me. It doesn’t affect me. But it got me wondering. How the hell could someone walk around with so little dignity and pride in themselves. Not that there is a shortage of crap oozing out of your mouth.
Fret not. I shall not call you names or diss you in public or anything of that sort. Yes, like Destiny’s Child said, my momma taught me better than that. But really, how DO you walk around thinking that you are being adored by any tom, dick or harry. Even a dick would be disgusted. Your dick to be exact.
I do not have to condescend to your level to ensure a good night’s sleep. Nor do I have to speak in a awful manner in which would put a rough redneck to shame. All I have to do is live. Because life is as good as it gets. And getting better.
When you speak, you talk of the world. When you do, you just amaze us…with how much nonsense you can think of. Please. Never mess with innocent people. Because then, OTHER innocent people might mess with you.
It’s so fun to know that I got a whole bunch of people supporting me. Family, friends and friends of friends.
And yes. I dare say they’re my friends.
How bout you, BRO?
And like certain people say, you were never born this way.
You choose to be this way.
Urgh?
With that, I shall have a bath and go read a book.
Have a nice one.
Mira.
chewed our gum @04:03 p.m.Thursday, January 27, 2005
alahai.
What a day yesterday i tell you. This and that. But hell, we shall move on.
I am so excited. Cos i got my first ever
MISS SIXTY
top. heh. discounted mah. but still. its miss sixty we're talking abt.
Bah.
I faked sick to skip project meeting. i whore.
Miralalalalalalalalalala.
chewed our gum @11:54 a.m.Tuesday, January 25, 2005
I hate the feeling of unbrushed teeth in the morning.
Not that i care really.
Stupid asses trying to imply that im fat.
Papa: (to mama)The ice cream you bought jus now tak sedap ah.
Me: Sedap pe.
Papa: Ya lah to you everything is sedap. Stop eating nonsense.
Hmmpf.
chewed our gum @12:55 a.m.Sunday, January 23, 2005
in vain of trying to find solace
you inflict pain in yourself.
ponder on a thought one at a time.don't rush yourself.things that were once possible now seem impossible.the multi-tasker has finally lost her touch.when things start to become a routine,take a step back,and do something new.this life is slowly becoming very mundane.
and then i pinched myself.back to reality where i belong.closed my eyes and found myself dying in my sleep.and you forgot to save me.the efforts of turning over a new leaf has yet taken its toll on me.one's suffering should not be compared to another's.love.angel.music.baby;kikschewed our gum @11:39 p.m.Saturday, January 22, 2005
Moving on in life doesn’t mean forgetting the ones behind.
This thing you are doing, I don’t agree.
In fact, we all don’t agree.
Life is like this marathon that you are running.
All men in this world take part in this marathon.
You do your best to succeed.
To me succeeding is doing your best. Ensuring that not only do I enjoy myself, I turn around and help those who fall.
But you, your race, it’s just win win win in your mind. Who cares if others fall and don’t succeed?
I’m running for the prized money. Don’t bother me. In the end, when I win, no one is there to share the joy and glories with me as I’ve pushed them down to win.
Well, in this marathon, I ran too fast at this one leg. Then I tripped.
Again.
I tried picking myself up, but it hurt. So I tried to ignore the pain and continued running.
But every time I start running, all the sand and dust would get into the wound.
And it starts to hurt again. A lot.
Then I wondered, would a wound, some sand and dirt deter me from running this marathon.
Yeah, I thought the same thing like you did.
HELL NO.
So right now, I will do what I need to do.
Get that CCA form filled up and start losing some weight.
Night.
Mira.
chewed our gum @11:34 p.m.Friday, January 21, 2005
If you're looking for more,
don't come find me.
I just ended a very rare msn conversation with Fizy. And yes farid, i know you will eventually read this. So here it goes.
I quote, "he saw me walkin towards last cabin past him n he col me"
"den he sat wif me"
"but we neva tok much"
"he let me listen to his ipod"
"its like we also growing apart"
"dah tak mcm dulu lagi ar"
So i guess it's not me. Right? Money is not all in life. Easy for me to say? Yes. Easy. Cos you don't kknow all that goes on in my life and vice versa. Maybe like what Fizy said. We weren't meant to be together. Then so it shall be. Feeling guilty while dating won't make a diff. Not that I am dating. But yes. A world of cute guys have opened up.
Ah. The last phrase from Fizy that ended my great day with Andrea, Yuki and Audrey..."nites lil sis".
So hey, no complaints. I got a friend to call one.
"Too much of a good thing is not good. But do you think you are good enough?"
Think about it.
I miss the Dum Dum Tak Girls. Mira.
chewed our gum @12:47 a.m.Friday, January 21, 2005
the best day of my friggin life
in 2005!i sumpah!
got little pressies from nadia and mira that totally made my day!this what i live for.not complaining and not asking for more.alahai...ryan cabrera on replay mode,the park,the boy & the fireworks from jb.falling but not trippin', marsy schmidt <3chewed our gum @01:02 a.m.Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Yet another corny episode.
Bah. My life is a
mEsS!!!
The boy obviously doesnt want me anymore. The mots, haiya, hilang. And the kiks is not hvin fun. Kiks not happy, i oso not happy. The parents r..well...a pain in the region there.
Oh somebody smack the moron out of me please. I didnt go to my first class today as i though it was at 8. and i woke up at 8. so i didnt go. but actually.....its at friggin 9 oclock.
I still sayang the diraf, the kiks and the mots.
Sheesh-ke-babi-salais
Mira.chewed our gum @09:09 a.m.Wednesday, January 12, 2005
when things get all serious
i yearn for esplanade days
i'm crying over sappy songs.corny?for sure.it's only january for god's sake.i'm suppose to be the stronger one.just like atom ant.and he says i look like atom ant in the helmet.oh fuck that boy.he goes off as fast as his bloody bike can go.shuttup kiks.
i need cotton candy,laughter,coffee and my dearest miralala.those were the days when things were plain and simple.no hassle no nothing.pictures were taken in the toilets and starbucks was the second home.i miss that big time.oh well,we'll be funny and happy again.very soon.after we slam our heads against the wall as hard as possible.cheers to a new leaf,marskikichewed our gum @01:38 a.m.Wednesday, January 12, 2005
practical magic
so rock big time.
fan-fucking-tastic!chewed our gum @11:27 p.m.Saturday, January 8, 2005
Love banyak2 is in the air.
I dont know if il be able to survive this. But hey. Im not one to dwell on negativity. Fuck. The kiks says its time to move on. Ive been stupid to believe in such things. Cos ppl dun change. They never. Anyone reading this. PPL NEVER CHANGE. EVER. PERIOD.
Ok like whats up with my life man. I have frekin butches liking me in sch man. And indon boy lookalike is doing well i might say. Oh ya and neighbour boy is starting to be a gd friend eh. Kiks. I'll fill u in abt neighbour boy. Later k.Wells, I got kiks a new yr gift. MAC Mascara. And she got me a Topshop top. Gereklah i tell u.Im still agonizing over the fact tt i dono wad to wear tmrw to e wedding. I.NEED.TO.MAKE.MORE.FRIENDS...BIG TIME.Love banyak2. MiraI lupa!!!! The neos!!! Were fucking gerek!!! Waduh waduh!!!chewed our gum @02:05 a.m.Saturday, January 8, 2005
i know
i've been missed.hah-bloody-hah.
the daily ritual of waking up and going to work then off to god-knows-where after work has sadly sucked up all the humour i had in me.ya.
in hopes that 2005 would be better,i wrote a new year resolution list.but in vain i tore it up even before midnight.i figured i should just stick to the ones i've had for years which is :-
do things i have yet to do last year and the year before last
.
keeping my fingers and toes crossed that i'll be able to keep up to that.
and i miss hammie boy aka hamren and pork boy aka andrew big time.when i with them,i find solace which is deep within me.thats before we start fighting about who's gonna buy the 3rd serving of ice cream.i just miss hanging out with them.period.and the art room.
cherrios,kiki
chewed our gum @12:00 p.m.Wednesday, January 5, 2005
Happy New Year.
She stared at him. And he kissed her. I felt an electric jolt.For that,they should win an Emmy. Liv Tyler kissed the shades guy like there was no tmrw. His question that sparked it all was,"When was the last time you were really kissed?".Hai...
Stuck home on a rainy Friday with your ever-so-irritating parents is not a good thing. Never a good thing. Is my menses coming? But they just finished.My emotions are running wild again. Why? Cos i was crying when i watched Oprah just now. Why? I myself am not that certain yet.
New Years Resolution
- Excercise.
- Stop hating ppl.
- Stop being so nice already.
- Try and make more friends.
- Dont splurge my money unnecessarily.
- Buy more earplugs so that i can put them when ppl im suppose to respect start talking too much.
- Stop borrowing money or things from ppl who r too arrogant about it.
- NO CRYING! AT ALL!
- Stop blaming myself for things that arent my fault.
- Stop letting certain ppl push me ard.
- Be even more independent than i already am.
- Buy certain things which i shall not mention here cos it's wrong.
- Remove my makeup before i go to sleep.
- Get drunk every THAT time of the month.
- Dress more nicely even if it's just going to school.
- Try to find more malay friends.
The list can go on. But is shall stop. When the clock strikes 12 and everyone is partying their lives away, I shall talk to cat before i turn into a toad. Wtf? Yes. Wtf.
I have a feeling something bad is gonna hppen today.Everyone take care
Mira.chewed our gum @07:33 p.m.Friday, December 31, 2004
i'm wondering
if i'll ever get to wear my chucks,vans,or any other sneakers thats been collecting dust in the shoe cupboard again.
and that pekat "fuck you lah mira!" was funny.sheesh.i'm having a brain constipation.but i'm looking forward to tomorrow.yes to human suicide in town.holy cows in the meadow,kikschewed our gum @11:24 p.m.Friday, December 24, 2004
Trade places anyone?
Well, Merry Xmas. Well half of my ancestors celebrate Xmas. So wad the heck. Well, I love this time of e yr. Even tho im Muslim and all, but Im half portugese. That explains why my Xmas this yr has been filled with gifts. Receiving gifts to be exact. Well, my mom sorta "gave" me this Estee Lauder Set. Uncle David said he got smtg for me and Kiki got me A earring.Stella got me smtg and well, hopefully there'll be more to come.
Things hv been going ok so far. The norm in my ever so mundane life. The beach is my 2nd home. I love my peeps there. They bring out the best burper in me. And well, the mots has been very supportive thru my rough patch.
Anyway, I so cannot wait for sleepover night. Yum. Karaoke. Swimming. Spa. Food. Dvds. Countdowns. I loike.Good night.
Love,
Mirachewed our gum @09:55 p.m.Thursday, December 23, 2004
when all hell breaks loose
...
i'm.so.freakin'.pissed.fuck.eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
okay.feeling better.marskiki and miralala has been whinning to each other alot.our downside just had to happen during the same time huh.look on the brighter side of life,we have a sleepover to go to!*wheeeeeeeeeeeee*
gelare's was fan-fucking-tastic.only up to a point of puking.i came up with a conclusion that the only reason why we both never get to finish our food is because we're too full of laughter.yah!the only time i find myself blogging is when my brain cells decides to come to a halt.fuck.i need more books as i think my vocabulary is slowly running dry.sheesh.balls.i have an ulcer growing on my tongue.
the epitome of a bimbo,marskikichewed our gum @01:10 a.m.Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Never fall in love with a fool...
Or let a fool fall in love with you.
This rough patch im going thru is like a rollercoaster ride. All heart-pumping with anger and instead of screaming, I cry.Yes ppl. I hv my sad sides and tears do roll down my cheeks.
I have learnt not to keep your feelings and let them explode at one go. Cos tt was wad i did. And boy was it unpleasant.I shall not mention names here but you'll probably guessed right who the 2 ppl are if you go by the name
Marsita Bte Md Sesth
.
I am lost and confused. One day we're hating each other and the next, well, i wudnt say be loving to each other cos i dun feel tt anymore.He finds more interest in meeting friends than me. He speaks more nicely to friends than he does to me. He is livier ard friends then he is ard me.What happened to all the times tt he treated me right. When he would pull me nicely to the side of the road if there was an oncoming car. Now it's just a hard tug just to show tt he still 'cares'.Im lost. What happened to all the times tt he would msg me when we just met a few hrs ago. Now to wait for a call would take a few days. And when he does call, its to show he 'cares'.What happened to all the times where he would take my hand when I was sad or unhappy. Now it's just a whole load of eye rolling. What happened to the times where he would pay for taxi rides if i were to go to his hse. Now its just plain no comings.What happened to all the talks we ever had. Now it's all fightings and disagreements.
Somebody help me. Aunt Aggie? Anyone. Tell me what i need to do. And maybe il reward you with some jokes. Funny how i can put up this facade of happiness when my life is crumbling apart. School. Parents. And Him. Oh wells. This is how the cookie crumbles babe.
So boy, choose the line.
Did I fall in love with a fool?
Or
Did a fool fall in love with me?
And to the Kiks, without you, I swear, I WILL BE THE BIGGEST LOSER TT EVER EXISTED! And for that, I want to announce to the world tt
I LOVE YOU FOREVER MARSKIKI BTE PADDY!!!
Still Corny as ever, Me.Ra.chewed our gum @12:54 a.m.Sunday, December 19, 2004
Im getting better at school this term.
Like
REALLY!
I totally understand whats going on in class now and not only tt, ive been getting online praises from my tutors tt not only do i submit my work at a considerable amount but also i submit work which is of bagus quality. The feeling is greeaaattt and i hope i can keep this up. No. Wait. I AM KEEPING THIS UP!!!
Ok now heres smtg to look out for. 25th December, KikiLala will be exchanging gifts. Feel free to leave us some at the doorstep ya!
Anyways, heres the list of things that i want this christmas.
- Paul Frank Bedroom slippers
- Paul Frank PJs
- Paul Frank Wall Clock
- Mambo Alarm Clock
- Voodoo Dolls shorts
- Stussy Sling Bag
- Tommy Girl Perfume
- Smone to pay for the rest of my Chanel Glasses.And no. Jus becos I wear REAL Chanel doesnt mean I will look auntie. I loveeee Chanel OK!
- Oh ya. Not forgetting another Chanel Mascara and Blusher pls.
Oh and Farid, you're pushing your luck waaaaaaayyyyyyyy too far. Like the kiks, il jus luff it off. But it wont always work. I am a VIOLENT person. WATAAA!!!
Lots of expensive love,
Miraloveskikiforever
chewed our gum @11:59 p.m.Wednesday, December 15, 2004
i have a super bad habit
which apparently is the cause of my bloody breakdown
i'm not one who'll blow my friggin' top just to amuse ppl.infact,i laff it off.but then it hit me on my way back home in the train.oh balls,i shall not turn all emotional.no can do.
so we played in the rain today and they wanted to take our pictures so we took off our panties.*haha*
*starts humming to christmas carol* "jingle bells jingle bells..." all i want for christmas is...i really have no clue but i'll think of sump'n cos *wahahhahaha* min of 30 and max of 60 buckeroos!
helly,uncle david,stefani plus MIRALALA made my day oh-so-good!lals,did i forget another name?*sheesh*
i liked it when the boys joined in when we were making jokes.suddenly having brothers are not terrible after all.
i <3 my family,kiks
chewed our gum @11:32 p.m.Wednesday, December 15, 2004
ala...
tomorrow,i mean today,lala's gonna be all alone!
like so sad kan...then i not happy when i working cos i worry my giggly twin bored with no one.haiz haiz haiz
SO SEDIH KAN!
once again i shall be stuck with "miss scream-o" at work.mcm seram like that.
but then right,i feel bad cos all miralala been doing this week was to always pop by and come see me at work.but i have to ditch her,my only gala-gala inslander partner,for WORK!
kiks
chewed our gum @12:21 a.m.Saturday, December 11, 2004
Tmrw is a saturday. And i hv absolutely no one to go out with.
Farid thinks im sm kind of potato sack in which he can dump when it suits him.
The kiks is busy frekin workin.
And my dear besfren isnt pickin up her phn.
Hiroshima has yet to call me. And freekin hira calls your ezlink(pronounced ezeeelink) as eZACKlink!?!?!
Wad do you do when you hv a v.small social circle & nothing to do on a saturday?!
chewed our gum @12:16 a.m.Saturday, December 11, 2004
chewed our gum @11:39 a.m.Thursday, December 9, 2004
LIKE OH.MY.GOD.
Like is this frekin cool or wad!?
I can frekin do frekin
HTML
!!!
Like wanna see a frekin winnie the pooh?
Nyahahaha.
Ok then now.
Wanna go watch se7en.Moi fav movie.
AMIRALALALA
chewed our gum @10:08 p.m.Wednesday, December 8, 2004
sentos
here i come!
off day is fun when you put kiks and lals together.ouhs wells i heart the lals anyway.
i'm in boredom-nation.com.yes.com
when i have all the time in the world to blog,my mind goes blank and my fingers aren't turning into a frenzy.this is a bad sign.very bad.i need piccies!many many of them!and money.cos i'm totally broke.trust me people on this one.i'm totally "kering".*arggggghhhh*
the-girl-whose-parents-are-rich-but-not-the-daughter,kiks
chewed our gum @12:16 a.m.Tuesday, December 7, 2004
Tralalala...
Guess whos bored. Bored again.
Mira's bored tell a friend.
I'm waiting for the clock to strike 3. Here I am in the school library again. Nothing to do except for updating our ever rotting blog.
This semester, I hv been pushed to my limits.And nyahe! Its only the first day of school. TAN HUA NICOLE is no longer my classmate. Much less in any of the classes that im in. Somebody please load a gun so i can shoot myself.
All there is to look forward to is Tuesday in which I finish at 12. Then I can maybe head down to Sentos or town. Yipee!
I miss the kiks. And the rids. Both of which who have been busy working their asses off and thus, NEGLECTING YOUR DEAREST LALA!!! Nyahaha.
Oh wells, Saturday outing with the girls was a blast. A whole lot of bitching and cam whoring. I and Madihah also decided that certain ppl jus NVR change. Nyahe. I miss that galfren of mine. And hell, her wadrobe of EDC Esprit stufffs just gets larger by the second.
And diraf, at times like these I really need the iPod. To kill my misery. At home AND at school.
All im praying for now is tt i will get FRENCH as my Cross Disciplinary Subject.*Crosses fingers & prays hard*
I still do not know how to post pictures be it that the kiks has taught me to do it like once, twice?
Oh wells, this is all to it. And yeah. Americas Next Top Model tonight. And i hope I win. I mean one of the girls win. Bleargh.
The Girl who wishes she had studied harder & promises not to skip classes this time round,
Miras Rimas
chewed our gum @02:37 p.m.Monday, December 6, 2004
When all is senseless...
I am exhausted.
Physically.Mentally.Emotionally.And well, financially?
I've been working like a fool. A fool to think that anyone in this hse would be bothered to think of me for a second.A fool to think that certain ppl would be bothered abt me. A fool to think that ppl can change. A fool to think that I hv tons of ppl caring for me. I've been a fool.
I'm not gonna hide anything here.Farid if you keep up the way you do, admitting and damn well proud tt you are an egoistic bastard, dont bother trying to even call me. Wanna know why? SInce you love admitting that big fucken ego of yours, well guess what? News Flash of the century. I do not give a fucken damn anymore cos mine will run over yours in a blink of an eye.
And to this ppl i call family, no wait, parents, take your money and shove it. As much i am suppose to love you, i am tired of being treated like a fool. My mom has gone on 2 months without giving me any allowance. Wanna know why? Cos she said it's not to my entitlement. It's to her discretion. Oh well. Like when she's in the old folks home. If i decide not to give her money, it's not to her entitlement, it's to my discretion, right? Bloody hell, i am her daughter for goodness sake?! I'm a responsibility. NOT A BLOODY OPTION! Oh wells, who cares? With my pay and some form of money management, i'd be able to survive.
Finally, school's gonna start. And smhow, this time round, i've vowed to sink my head into it real deep. Deep enough to prove myself. Deep enough to shut those 2 up. Deep enough for some respect. Respect for being able to succeed in doing something well which i am so totally clueless about.
The only thing right now which can put smile on my face is the word KIKI. It's so boon keng of you to love me. Nyahe.
Ha bloody ha, this is an emotional rollercoaster,
Miralalala
chewed our gum @09:38 a.m.Wednesday, December 1, 2004
shucks...
kikilala rocks your socks!
kiks busy working and lals busy enjoying.talk about unfairness.
something to look forward to go to work tomorrow.Singapore Idol is gonna be at jurong point.and no,im not a fan of taufik or sylvester.i'm just trying to console myself while lals is getting drunk at sentos while i kill my feet.monday, working at wisma means town.town means shopping.shopping means money(of which i barely have).crap.
i need a tan,coffee,fags and a whole load of laughter from miralala.i need to do a survivor soundtrack(lals!) and do a lcd screen dance.i need a full blast of kikilala crew bs.
i'm-so-freakin'-pissed(hira style),kiks
chewed our gum @12:49 a.m.Sunday, November 28, 2004
Haiz Schmaiz.
I wish i was an Oblong. You know...those demented cartoons on central.
No wait. I am already demented.
Anyway schmaziway, Monday was a blast. Free food. Free Drinks. Good company. Good laughs.And then............................BLUEK!!! The Puke Monster was ALIVE!!!! four times!!!! sheeshness. It was just wine my dear. Nyahahaha. Its ok. I got 10 buckies for tt. weeeeeeeeeeeehehehehehe.
Anyway, back to my sighing. Hai. Hai. Hai. and Double Hai. No wait, Triple hai. Sometimes i wish my parents wouldnt like love me so much. Yeah. I know im trying to put it in a positive way. I cant do anything fun with their concern. Like now. Hai. Google Haizs. The bf is now at Zouk. With a free VIP table courtesy of Andrea and well, maybe me. And the best part is, the ppl who helped him get the VIP table arent there. Boohoo. I know it's not my party, but i can cry if i want to right? I could sneak out. But im too broke. Usually i dun really dwell on these stuffies cos i couldnt be bothered. But haiz.
So right now im stuck at home with nothing, NOTHING, to do at all. I h**e my parents. I cant even go down to Starbucks at BLOODY SIGLAP to hv a smoke with Andrea. And friendsters down. Which leaves me with pitas. But how much can i type? Like a whole lot. Of crap.
So lets just switch on the iPod and like count the tiles on the floor.Oh no. I dun hv tiles.Ok then count the strands of hair on my head.Or i could go swim. but boring. or go gym. but lazy. or sleep. yeah. hai.
My heart aches for a life. Hai. Hai. Hai. Fock the world. My heart really aches for a life.
I need to break free. Somebody help me?
The-ever-so-boring-bored-girl.
Mira.La.La.Bloody.La.
chewed our gum @11:24 p.m.Wednesday, November 24, 2004
to infinity....
and beyond
corny schmorny.so in the lal's entry that's what we practically did on hari raya.but lals,u left out the walking around the whole of yishun to smoke a fag.the paddy's back.and exams are so over.that's why the mother's going on and on about "when u want to start work?go ask maklang lah"
22nd is GALA GALA ISLAND day and free sushi!yes david!free bloody sushi!
shuttup lah kiks,you have no idea of what to say ready lah
the-girl-who-hasn't-been-out-of-house-for-5-day-already,kiks
chewed our gum @09:41 p.m.Friday, November 19, 2004
Meow.
Gary
If u asked us how we spent our raye, meow. Gary. Giggle. Schmiggle. Precious. Spank. Snap. Split. Taiti. Watch each other fall asleep.
Yeap. Tt was abt it. O and yeah. Watch our brothers 'communicate'.
While others asked for forgiveness, we became M2M. Marsita 2 Mira. The paddle brush was kinda kinky. Muehahahaioa. Our 'album covers' will be up soon. When i noe how to put them up.
Till then, the 22nd.
Food. Chicken. Corn. Sushi. Ice Cream. Smoothies. Fags. And smmore sins hint hint.
Welcome for more suggestions.
All hail the Grandma of Funk.Myra Schmyra.
chewed our gum @11:29 p.m.Wednesday, November 17, 2004
chewed our gum @11:06 p.m.Saturday, November 13, 2004
Selamat Xmas!!!
Tres tres. This year i dun have the enthusiasm either to celebrate Hari Raya.
Why? I know y kiks. Cos we havent been faithfully fasting. This is the last day of puasa and im not even down to get anything new for hari raya. Nothing. Zelch. Zero.
When it comes to forgiving kiks, il jus slap her at the back of her head and say "You owe me a buffet ah!".Nyehehehe.
We'll giggle like mad with tears rolling down i tell u. Telling each other how much we love us and stuff like tt. Hugging and promising.....................Riggggghhhhtttt.....
Ok kiks...m gonna be at ur hse soon...gonna bathe now..
Giggle later.
Loving the paddy and missing the gramps and nenny.
Lala
chewed our gum @04:08 p.m.Saturday, November 13, 2004
where i seek forgiveness
to whoever this may concern to...
the day i have been dreading for is finally here.shoot me for i lack of the enthusiasm to celebrate hari raya this year.what's there to be happy about?the daddy's not around.and he's a having a bad sore throat which is why he hasn't been calling home.and for that daddy i forgive u :p
to the lals,well well well...*haahaahahah*i don't know whether to laugh or cry when it comes to you.seek forgiveness to who?each other?*sheesh*
to the peepies,im sorry you all had to withstand all my corniness.*heh*
and another round of crying is about to begin as of tomorrow morning.lala,make sure the mascara and eyeliner is waterproof.you know that the gramps and nenny can make us cry *hahahhaaha*
kiks
chewed our gum @03:40 p.m.Saturday, November 13, 2004
crash!boom!bang!
i have just indulged myself with some retail theraphy.online shopping is fun.i won the auction for the cardigan.*whopee*oh and the kitten heels i got for a super cheapo price.the feet are gonna hurt but i couldn't help it.it was sitting on the shelf at Esprit looking all "oh-so-VINTAGE"!*nyah*
in the mids of exams.and the girls'dying.the daddy's not around oh wells schmwells....
was suppose to go to school but knowing the bimbotic me, i kinda slept in so now im screwed.haiyah then the Lit teacher woke me up from my sleep to ask "Marsita,how was the paper yesterday?"she asked me how i answered the qns and so i replied in my groggy voice "hmmmm...ummmm...ahhhh...".all that took a 15 mins worth of conversation.tell me your teachers don't call you abt your exam papers.oh crap
did you know that there's such thing as "sachoks with X-factor" and "jr. beach bummers"?holy crap.and to think that KikiLala only went to Gala-Gala Island to save muhney(well,before we found Billabong & New Zealand Natural ice cream *heh*)i wonder whether stuff like this happens in Australia.*hah*
BEWARE-GOING TO THE BEACH WITH A BIKINI ON IS STRICTLY PROHIBITED.YOU MAY BE FINED fOR COMMITTING A "TRENDY WANKER" CRIME.like they say SINGAPORE is a jolly well "FINE" city.how theoradically ironic.totally A-grade bs don't you think so?
kiks
chewed our gum @12:57 p.m.Friday, November 5, 2004
~I just hv tis sudden urge...
To blog.
Once again. Whats new. Miras bored. I need my Kiki. Like real bad. We need to go out. JUST THE 2 OF US! U fishcakesdodobirdbaboon!
U STILL OWE ME A CHOCOLATE BUFFET!!!
I went to town alone yest. Funny. It's been awhile since i did tt considering e fact tt now i hv e-most-gerek-fuckintastic-messy-roomed-shopaholic boyfriend.Ok back to where i was. I played a game of Spot-the-Losers-who-think-theyre-jus-e-oh-so-in-thing-now and yeah i found many. Boys & girls, it's not what u wear tt matters now(well, ok. it still does but ROXY?!?!Stop harrassing the original girls ok?), it's how u carry urself. I hate to admit it(NYahahaha!) but KikiLala is more of attn-getters(note:getters not seekers)-in-a-double-glance-kinda-way than a i-need-to-scream-n-shout-n-luff-n-jump-in-front-of-u-pretending-to-hv-a-ball-w-my-friends kinda thing.
So if ure reading this, im sure u all noe there is smway tt u attract attn. But how? Im turning all storyish instead of bloggish but what-the-fish?
Ok kiks. Ive bot e topshop sweater. so how bout u? u getting it anot? and ive yet to buy my vans sneakers.i need to buy bags. voodoo dolls got nice shit now.n i need new slips.nice funky coloured ones. funny how i talk as if i hv a million bucks but e fact tt im left with half my pay and we're not even a week into the month. Shitballs.
Oh ya and smtg ive been wanting to say all my life. IM FUCKIN(woops!) FAT!!! NO. NOW I MEAN REALLY FAT!I have like put on 3 kg to my normal 50kg which nvr seems to move no matter how i stuff or starve(not!)!And i need to lose it. I need motivation to go to e oh-so-far-yeah-rite-kiki-will-say gym! but..but..ARGHHHH!!!*pulls hair out*
Theres only so much a day of not eating will do cos il jus reciprocate at night when i can eat. So smone. Help.
To all skinny ppl out there, girls to be exact:Never wish to be fatter. Never. Cos ur wish might jus cum true and ul jus hate urself for it.
And my brother has once again forced me into wanting to punch his face! He's blaming me tt his laptop is lo batt when i already told him way way in the morn tt im going to use my laptop n im pluggin out his not-yet-switched-off-laptop. What the balls?!
Ok i swear this is like the longest entry.
Nyeahahaha.I always say tt rite? Oh wells.
Ok then. Till here. I end my weekly dosage of blabbering.
Miralalala.
chewed our gum @01:47 p.m.Thursday, November 4, 2004
This is sickening fun.
I was late for my supp ppr.A 2nd chance and i was late. It's a good thing e MALE TEACHER let me in.
Its 1/2 hour left to e IISO or in my terms I.M.N.ASS.HOLE ppr.First of all, i jus noe tt im gonna be repeating my accounting module.AND I JOLLY WELL HOPE TT IT WILL BE THE ONLY ONE IM REPEATING!
Right now im e sch library using e com & ur limited to half hour of usage per time.Nyahaha.In order to "study", i had to kanchoingly use tis com but in vain tt THEY PROMPTED ME IF I WANTED TO EXTEND MY TIME! STUPID SHITZITS MIRA! i was reading like a bullet train thru my notes online & tis was wad i got.Sheesh.Ok kiks.Can stop luffing at me already.
Bad enuff tt i fergot to keep my phn in my bag n i left it in my pocket during e exams.There i was praying tt no one wud msg, much less call me during those 2 sickening hours, wait make tt 1&1/2hours since i was late, but noooooooooo!!!!!!!! Our dearest Marskiki jus had to rite! So there i was watching out if any examiners heard the zzzzzzhhhh zhhhhhh from my beloved ass. Well, thank god they didnt cos i sort of lifted my ass frm e chair e whole 30loooong seconds e phone was vibrating.
Oh wells...
Im looking forward to Saturday which i hope i wun be working so at least WE(KIKILALA!) can squeeze in some time in their VERY busy schedule to head down to Heeren cos i think the Roxy Jam Preliminary Rounds are being held there n then. And Nyahahaly(wtf?) our sri-lanka-is-not-in-malaysia-girl will be participating so at least we can like shriek for her rather than jus die of luffing tears due to all e wannabes present!
Ok 20 mins more.
I shopuld really get going but then again, i need to study
Cherry-ohs and loving her mini iPod,
Miralalala
chewed our gum @01:58 p.m.Monday, November 1, 2004
what everyone's
been waitin' for
the best outing we've had in awhile huh?
this is the PHOTOLAB
as usual...*awww*eye-candy
then comes the bimbos&bambi crew
u can nvr go wrong with ice-cream babe
and finally,the birthday babe lala and the "oh-so-keras" cake!*drool please*it was cookies & cream after all
i had fun.why wouldn't i?i got to be lidya BIN MANSOR for one night didn't i?*nyahahahhahhahhaha*
lidya bin mansor aka the KIKS *gah*
chewed our gum @10:56 p.m.Thursday, October 28, 2004
Happy Birthday to me!!!
I am 17.
Ewww.I sound bloody old.Urgh.
Someone:How old are you ah?
Mira: 17.
Urgh.Eww.Fark.
I shal be indebt to Bambi tll...errr...i dunno when.
FARID BOUGHT ME AN IPOD!MINI iPod TO BE EXACT.
Ok gtg. Sm Ah Pek Fizy wants to use this laptop.
I'll be back.
Muah muah
Miras Rimas, Lala, Mira
chewed our gum @02:32 p.m.Monday, October 25, 2004
happy birthday lala!
finally 7teen!
listen up...i really think i should quit studying and be "Dear Kelly" NO KIDDING
guess what?i can't wait to see miralalala this tuesday!*wheee*
back to the reason why im writing this entry.did you know i found out sump'n that actually made me think.yeah the kiks thinking.funny how capable she can be huh*heh*
seriously,it's a no-no when some people go around picking up their supposedly "friend's" gfs.somehow i fell for that trap once upon a time*slaps forehead*it's truly fucking intolerable when it happens to my friends but hey guess what..i had let it slide.it's not me who was the "extra" was it?looking back, i find it convincingly funny.so now ponder as you read about your next target.i'm not pointing fingers ya.okay okay maybe i'm lying.i'm just pointing the MIDDLE finger at YOU!what a sucker.
this is my disdainful behavior.*awwww*
chewed our gum @11:21 a.m.Saturday, October 23, 2004
~worst case of flu
yet again
i miss my lala too so that makes us even.
when's ur father going?that's a good thing or a bad thing?nvm.
mock exams today?total bs.waste of freakin' time.english "marathon"?freezing to death.Mrs cow made us suffer but in andrew's words "you only have to suffer for awhile more".*puh-leaseeee*
the constant reminder that crunch time is about to arrive.
for now i only have one thing to look forward to:- 7 yrs from now
i'll be in Monash.i swear.with lala of course.pf cups and bedspreads.here we come!
chewed our gum @8:47 p.m.Tuesday, October 19, 2004
I MISS MY KIKI
The only thing i guess thats keeping me from going insane is this fag...
Im feeling like shitzits upside down inside out...stupid parents...
Him up there surely must noe im about to go berserk very soon cos he got my drift and is sending my dad overseas to i-dun-care-where-as-long-as-far-far-away-from-me for a few days or weeks...who cares...
I MISS MY KIKS LIKE BIG TIME!!! I NEED A GIRLS DAY OUT...NOT WITH ANY GIRL BUT KIKI!!!
f*ck the world
Going crazy and turning 17 ahem ahem
Mira aka Lala
chewed our gum @01:29 p.m.Tuesday, October 19, 2004
~issh kebish
hello!i need a weekend getaway lar!
i think i need a wee bit of retail theraphy.plus fags and caramel frap to go along with it.*waduh waduh* fasting month.
the O's are nearing and i am stressing.
i miss hanging out.i shall be patient while i wait for all this to be over.one more month and i'll be free!yes!yes!yes!
i shall be happy and merry :p
HIDOP MATI KIKILALA!
chewed our gum @9:26 p.m.Friday, October 15, 2004
At the rate the Kiks is studying...
~she might just end up in a University.
There goes our stupid weekend. Wasted cos we had no stupid money. Stupid stupid. Stupid stupid stupid.
I love my nenny and granddaddy. Muah muah.
Changes changes. The month of extreme changes. The Kiks has had her belly pierced & the Lals(sounds stoopid stupid) has got her hair cut short. Real short. Loves it like the old times.
Its annoying to see the Kiks study like mad but she plans to go to Lasalle! Stoopid stupid bitch!
Anyways not much to write fer now cos the Kiks is busy studying & the Lals is busy worrying over her supp paper. Gosh.
Can somebody just burn down the school?
I hate chores to the core. Hey, tt rhymes! When i grow up, im gonna get myself a maid! Hear tt mommy!?!?!? Argh.I hate doing the dishes n laundry. I hate sweeping n mopping or vacuuming. I hate everything tt has got to do with chores!
I was bored but im not boring
And Farid, we do not share Gelares on Tuesday okai!!!
Mira aka Lala
I <3 my kiks, nenny, granddaddy n him.
chewed our gum @02:46 a.m.Wednesday, October 13, 2004
~purely
out of angst
it irks the shit out of me when U are try'na suck up to mua!U are way shallow and don't pretend to be nice.debts have yet to be paid ya so don't try running away cos i'll burn your house down.how fugly can u get?dammit.
chewed our gum @05:28 p.m.Wednesday, October 6, 2004
~the belly piercers
gosh.
tres tres, we should have been studying but we were out having fun.so shoot us.kikilala wants to get our belly pierced but i think helly just changed my mind.so she said it isn't gonna be painful and all but the sight of her screwing and unscrewing the thingy at her belly was scary.so we screamed (as usual)and i am sincerely apologising if david didn't make any business yesterday cos we could have easily scared them away with all those screamings going on.
to pierce,or not to pierced that is the question!
and yesterday's dinner was quite an eventful one don't u think?!with the speech going on and stuff!im so done with this thing
chewed our gum @09:43 p.m.Sunday, October 3, 2004
The Impromptu Rendezvous.
Well, well...
In a few days time or much less hours, Kiki & Lala would have to decide their futures. Well, in this case you would have predicted that we were in our rooms or any library studying our brains away.
But nooooooooooooo.....we just had to go rite...
Oh wells, no regrets.
I predict failure.Shit.Help.Boohoo.
Shopping was fantabulous.Its been awhile since i shopped. And boy did it feel good! Every shop that i entered in Pacific Plaza became 50buckies richer.*Nyahahahaha* Next weekend...Zara, Mng, Topshop..here i come...Weeee.
I'm a money minded bitch. Shoot me.
Heh kiks...Im thankful for you...Ready for tt speech?!?!!?
I love my Farid.But dun bully me ok?
Mira aka Lala.
chewed our gum @03:58 p.m.Sunday, October 3, 2004
~the shades
is on me.
the mother and daughter had a stoopid conversation.
mother:he doesn't come ard anymore.u all not talking?
daughter:ma,im studying.who you talkin' abt?
mother:the boy who grated my chocolate in the kitchen the first time he came over
daughter:ouh...been busy no time to talk.
pish-posh.mother and daughter don't usually have these type of convos and i'm not comfortable with it.yes mama i love you alot but my personal life is of my own.family getting involved is not my thing(kikilala rolls eyes at the same time!)
lala we need to head down to GALA GALA ISLAND real bad.and shopping spree is far from over!
chewed our gum @10:49 p.m.Friday, October 1, 2004
Shawn ones to make an entry on this pg...
Kiks is a bloody cb...
Make me laugh like luff like mad i tell you
Fries and Slaw?!?! What the hell..and the voice of tt bloody person at e counter...
The pigeons are more afraid of u than u are afraid of them u stupid bimbo!
I cant think...Heh..
Ok the end lah..cant think...
Cough cough but getting better...Mira aka lala...
chewed our gum @11:31 a.m.Thursday, September 30, 2004
chewed our gum @10:56 p.m.Tuesday, September 28, 2004
~"studying"
at least we tried.
lala had her haircut.kiki had her muhney cut.ice cream was *waduh waduh*we're always good at multi-tasking.laughing while eating.laughing like MAD while eating.we like making up words.fries+coleslaw
*nayahahhaa* only we understand what we're talking about.whatever the language that(once again) we made up.even the mute wouldn't understand.we didn't gossip about anything today.what an achievement ya!the pigeons were bloody mofos!*lols*
35 more days babe.get over and done with exams!family gathering soon so we can do christmas in your room.oh you know...the exchange of gifts,the shoes,the clothes,the bags.we were'nt born rich.rite.our parents are working too hard.and we are sinners.HOT&SEXY sinners
chewed our gum @10:32 p.m.Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Cough Cough
Im bored but..oh..u noe how it ends...
Cough Cough...
Im stuck in school with a 3 hour break. Much thanks to my baby and his hangover.
Can i get MTV from sharing a towel? If yes, can someone with MTV share their towels with me? Heh.
Im down with a bad throat. I need a cure. Quick. Exams are coming and i SERIOUSLY need to get down with it. I mean...I DONT WANNA REPEAT ANOTHER YEAR OF STUPID LECTURES. I can do this. Can I? Someone motivate me pls.
After our exams, KikiLala is so gonna roam the universe. Starting with tt little mini hometown of ours. Sentosa. Heh. Guest list only. *Hint Hint*
Kiks you need to teach me how to put in the pics. I so wanna do tt.
Next next Sat, anyone care to go black? Im fading.
Kiks, we need to go shopping. It's been a long time since we did it hardcore. Heh. Yumm.
The Very Lala Mira.Cough cough.
chewed our gum @03:24 p.m.Monday, September 27, 2004
~whopeee
hello,hello,hello nurse!
yeah the kiki and lala made up!*huahuahua*
reconciliation
and say hello to the newlyweds!
oh by the way...that stooopid shitball who tried breathing down my back yesterday,u think i'll get orgasms or sump'n out of that?God,where have all the nicer boys gone to?
i have the urge to use this bloody word but i'm so not "SASTIFIED"!
chewed our gum @2:36 p.m.Sunday, September 26, 2004
~Bitch with a twist.
Stop trying to make YOU happen!
Ok..this is a retraction to my earlier blog. I'm sorry i was mad at my Kiki. She made it all up and learnt her lesson.I hope.
My side of todays story...We met up..walked n walked..and oh my god! We saw an accident happen right in front of our eyes! Yes! The motorcycle skidded and kaboosh!!!Well, knowing me n kiki, we jus stared fer awhile and started giggling bout it. Heh.
Yeah..today was time well spent..we plonked ourselves down at Starbucks-i-shant-say-where-cos-then-certain-ppl-might-jus-"accidentally"-bump-into-us-there and yeah..some Hazelnuts and Caramels, Pringles, fags and tabloids. Yeah..and we did our rituals.."Eh did u noe that...*giggle giggle*...YA YA YA!!!" Gawd..i havent laughed like tt for ages. The irony of it all is tt ITS ONLY THE TWO OF US. Oh wells. I love my Kiks.
I wanna grow old with Kiki.Laugh with Kiki to the grave.And i mean no one..no one..is gonna mess with her and get away with it. Unless im dead. Yeah..so u MATS out there..i am capable of (1)Playing your staring games (2)Insult the hell out of your balls (3) Shut you up real bad!. So ppl please..jus cos ur a guy with ur grp of guy frens DOES'NT(kiks!) mean u can go ard breathing down MY kikis back and get away with it. Yes. I was pissed at tt Kiks. Like i was pissed with tt bangla at Sentosa. Gawd tt made me look like a WANKSTA! Oh wells, anything for my kiks.
Ok i should so end this or it could go on forever..
The Girl who still doesnt noe which MRT door opens at CityHall...Goodness..
Lala loves to Cough!
chewed our gum @01:01 a.m.Sunday, September 26, 2004
Somebody shoot me please.
Great ppl..thanks alot
It's been awhile since i blogged..not cos im lazy..yea well partially..and also cos being e bimbo i am since e password is all digits i cant seem to remember them.
Yeah well, school has taken its toll on me. Swollen throats, running noses and a hot, well literally, hot body. Sprints to hand up projects on time, putting on our leather masks to step into class when we didnt submit our portfolios and jus givin a cheesy grin when he asks fer it. The semester has ended an yeah, il miss my corny peeps...Ayu aka the girl who has crushes on anyone she can practically lay her eyes on, Nicole or should i say Tan Hua aka the one who makes the taxi company rich, Azlim aka Lim Basket..well wad can i say..Corny Corny but yet sooo funny jokes at all the wrong times!.., Kim Koon...well, he drives us ard like hes got all day..and Ikram..can u talk..and to all these ppl..SNAKES DO HAVE BONES U MOFOS! Well, to my other classmates(well its not as if theyre readin tis..but oh wells) hope to see u guys next year...
Well, the Kiks has decided to dump me..literally dump me dumb to go out with her well, FRIENDS! Yes Marsita Md Sesth! I am posting this out to CandyLand and i hope smone will knock sm senses into her...16years..16years of KikiLalaness and she chose her friends....HARGH!!!! Oh wells, wad can i do but jus wish tt some girl, yes onli girls, would like to ask me out tm..wel today la..I need to laugh..I hvnt luffed so bad...Only jus now..When my dad fergot the name of the supermarket Shing Siong or however u spell it...he fergot the name and jus slapped a Chee Seng into it...like WDH? I laughed till the whole of Bedoks ShopnSave heard me..BAUHAHAH...
Ok..thats abt it fer updating..and yes...I AM OFFICIALLY MRS SHAWN COVVEY....heh...Mish my babeeeeyyyy...and yeah well...abit of kiks too... :P ...
Officially the longest Entry
The One who doesnt noe that WinMe stands for Windows Millenium and not pratically win me...
Amira Bte Mustafa, Lala, Mrs Covvey...
chewed our gum @11:54 p.m.Friday, September 24, 2004
~well well well...
the kiks has been busy and lala's just plain lazy.the tagboards' movin faster than the entries.oh well...
how are we?*nyahahha*
this is a shout-out to RipCurl,thanks for designing some real nice stuffies and because of you many have suffered burnt holes in their pockets this month!*lols*
new word added to the vocab dictionary of KikiLala..."JENJETING!"just some amusement for lala and prolly you're already laughing.byes smuies
kiks
chewed our gum @02:25 p.m.Monday, September 20, 2004
~i don't give a rats' ass
about next saturday but lala we have to head down to GALA-GALA ISLAND ya?!
this is in vain of hoping that some MOE guy will happen to "terplecok" into this blog,puh-leasssseeee lah...i don't wanna start school tomorrow!c'mon lah less than 2 more months and *whoooopeeeeeeee*.kikilala will officially partaye!guest list only....*teehehee*
chewed our gum @09:49 p.m.Sunday, September 12, 2004
~indon style
*waduh waduh* enggak bisa angs lah...
way back to my father's roots
ibunya mahu neng pakai braces.appointment ALEXANDRA hospital esoknya...*waduh waduh*gigi jongs ku nanti udah termasok.
7 hours of just sitting down drinking coffee and endless trips to the toilet to peepee*haiyah*21 fags and counting...laughing to myself half the time.what can i say,"STARBUCKS,YOU'RE THE MAN!"
neng mahu pergi zoo.mahu ngomong-ngomong dengan Ah Meng.
zoo lah...nanti binatang all dah bercucu.*lol*
pardon me,just plain pissed bored.*argh*
kiks
chewed our gum @12:14 a.m.Wednesday, September 8, 2004
~Sweet Valley Nuggets
mmm...always best dipped with a kikilala sauce!
Recently we brought up one of our past phases in our KikiLala life...
We used to like go to the library..ALL THE TIME when we ard 12 yrs...and yeah...we were jus like other girls..Sweet Valley was our all time fav...However, the funny thing tt we luffed our asses off recently was tt, after borrowing our books, we would head down to the McDonalds nearby & read our books, while eating nuggets..with curry sauce..
Kiki i remembered every single thing tt we did at Macs, the way we sat (whouahahahhaahahahahahah...mcm ruma sendiri), where we sat (again whoahahahahahah) & wad we ate after Nuggets...Sundaes....yummm...Yet i hv not reached e horribly funny part...WELL, WE NEVER MANAGED TO BRING HOME OUR BOOKS...WHY U MAY ASK...BECAUSE WE ALWAYS FINISHED IT EVEN BEFORE 2 HRS INTO BORROWING THEM!!!! hohoho..sm of u may not find tis funny, well..i dun give a damn, but i loved those times!!! Gawd...hohoho...n when we reached hm..her mom would go like..Mane pergi n 2? Asal lambat..No matter how we told the truth, they nvr believed us...huahuahua...sheesh...parents!
Gawd..those were the days..books were nvr returned late, characters of SV were like part of our lives...we felt like Elizabeth, Jessica, Todd, etc. etc.... were like sitting next to us in Macs..
Well, so much for story telling..
Thank the Wakefields & Gang for makin my english wad it is today..
I have a date tmmmmmmm..........
Weeeeeeeeee...
Is this like the longest entry?
Lala aka Mira
chewed our gum @11:38 p.m.Tuesday, September 7, 2004
~I hate my dad...
How bout u?
Ok...so...my dad is evil...plain evil...how could he?!?! How could he cancel my date!?!?! I havent gone for a date for 2 years!??! 2 years!!?!? Tts like e peak of my puberty man...hohoho...Anyways "Shawn Covvey" im sorry....real sorry...and boy..my heart hasnt skipped a beat for like ages! weeeeeeeeeeeeee..........
Anyways BlackAss, u can jus rot in hell n die...
Kiki & Lala are so rulers of the universe! Huahuahua... so true wad kiki said...Retribution..Mess with the best & god will just help us break ur legs...like LITERALLY!!!
Kiki i wanna grow old with...
I wanna be buried next to you...
Rot in hell with u n dance in heaven with u...
Im not lesbo..im straight..how could i be when theres a cute guy chatting with me...
Lots of LOUD burps and cute poppish farts....Lala aka Mira
chewed our gum @12:13 a.m.Monday, September 6, 2004
~utmost hatred
towards you.
if you're a smoker you'll so know how this goes...
you smoke till your hearts content,instead of flicking it,toss it to the ground and give it a good grinding.it works well.
dont go round using the word "miss" when you know nuts about it.
someday,i mean real soon...kiki and lala will be drinking orange juice out of the PAUL FRANK cups and wearing Pro Keds sneakers and kicking them up your arse.
BRUTAL retribution comes to those who wait.
chewed our gum @12:00 a.m.Monday, September 6, 2004
~new me,new you
here's sump'n new for us to continue our rambles and shambles since we decided to move on and start sump'n new.
okay if you want a nicer version of this thingy just change ur comp's resolution to 800x600 okay?if not,then go through the trouble just to minimize this shit.
have you eaten RAZZELS?this is not a line from 13 going 30 but it's the KIKILALA's favourite bubble gum-cum-candy!but we shan't tell you where to get it since it won't be underground anymore.*wahhahaa*
it's the weekend so go break a leg(and i mean literally) or sump'n.*urgh* shizits...and LALA,maybe you're fated to meet someone who might just look like ABANG!*lol*
with loads of silent farts and teeny weeny burps;KIKI
chewed our gum @08:50 p.m.Friday, September 3, 2004
I`m sorry if I am grouchy, moody and don`t make corny jokes no more.
No, i have not ran out of it.
Just that, i feel like sending all people on my email list, handphone list and whatever list a fuck off and then start rebuttling the hate mail. I feel like being a bitch. Somebody fuck off and shove your brains back into your head. Cos it's getting fucking ugly here.
Mira says fuck off again.
Heavenly.
top and bottom brought to you by Guess?
casual slips by Beverly Feldman.
I am so in love...with clothes.
And check out the rear view of the pants.
For a LESS CLUTTERED view, go http://randomrara.mypicgallery.com
kiks. CHANGE THE BACKGROUND LAHS!
Miras.
Yeap. Kresiol's back.
We are crazy.sexy.cool.
HAHA.
Rara.
pitter patter rain drops
din dong bells
When we put the brain cells to use...
Today was fun fun fun. We managed to go around singapore without having to use more than 20bucks...for the 2 of us put together! We went from 40cents food discounts ( thanks d bazzle...nyahaha) to crosswords and storybooks. 90cents crayons to 40cents each coloured pencils at art friend. .50 combos to chendol ice cream (without the chendol).
And there the 2 bimbos sat. One with her oh-so-gigantic storybook and the other with her colouring/crossword puzzle book and crayons.
Oh wells. Anythings fun when the kiks is around.
Snap twiss.
Cos i know you were saying aww.
Pictures are UPPPPPPPPPPP.
LUNCH TIMEEEEEE.
I'll be the Mandy Moore and you be the err...whats his name again?
This is our walk to remember...with chendol ice cream, crazy hotties, big gulp and slurpee. oh yes...and a whole lot of laughing and giggling.
Then it was bras basahing storybook and art friend. I wanted to buy this book which had pop ups. But sadly, i didnt.
Then started the cam whoring at esplanade. Tralala.
Good night.
The Rara Girl.
so whats the story
morning glory?
I GOT IN!I GOT IN!YEYNESS.
on a lighter note,i'd like to thank my dearest mother who was ever so enthusiastic about the whole thing with her "oh okay la".and people with no anak rambot can piss off.stop calling me in the wee hours of the morning la.mofuck.so chilling session on thursday,friday and saturday anyone?love bnyk2; kikettes
Stupid stummy cramps.
Stupid stupid stummy cramps.
Stupid stupid stupid stummy cramps.
Sometimes I wonder if we lose our brains when we bleed through menses. Those little clumpy blood things look like bits and pieces of our brain eh. Im sure it's showing here.
Losing my mind,
Mirettes.
*Im dying of stummy cramps. Help.*
I stumbled upon this in Farids' laptop. My hair was the longest in my life in this picture. Pathetic.
I know.
Ok bye.
The Mirettes is super duper to the whooper bored.
practice makes perfect
okay i need to re-run my lines before i drop the bomb.
Tired of getting hurt?
Untok the kikettes.
And to the boys who feel left behind, here's one for you.
How do you comfort yourself when you are broke?
Toodles lovers,
The Mirettes.
Here's one for a Belated Valentines
Dear Farid,
Please take this all the way to your heart.
Hah.
Lots of love,
Mira.
my fingers are turning into
a big frenzy
and then comes the moron alone.
Capeknosity at it's best.
Miralalalallalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaa.
okay so now
its getting rimas-sier.(messier...rimas-sier?ring any bells?)
Sayaaaaaaang dier si giler.
Dorks are sexay.
Mira.
EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE ALRIGHT.
XOXO
MIRA.
the moronia
from within.
i'm slowly going insane.in need of fudgy,chewy,chocolate ice cream now.NOW NOW!oh and did i mention my last entry was last months pay and that the end of this month is coming soon which means another payday?*nayahahha* i-look-like-a-moose;kiks
Someone needs to get me a
LOUD
alarm clock.School's a
bITCH
mira
Kiks..eh alamak I forgot what I wanted to say. Alahai. I just changed windows from msn to here and I moronically forgot what I wanted to say.
Anyway, when I remember I shall type.
Ok so, I must get that tannlines bikini. So gorgeous.
Anyhow, certain friendships are starting to rear it’s ugly head. Mira and Kiks do not believe in ugly friendships. It’s either we hit or miss. And I have a feeling this ones gonna get a miss ver-y soon.
Kiks is quitting next month. I so cannot wait. Woohoo. Then I shall have my kiki to myself whenever I want, wherever I want. Well, that is unless Andi-anus (I heard of your relapse story, aww) wants to take her away from me but in which I believe she will never want to happen.
I really really need to learn to post some pictures. And with that I’ve decided I should go learn. I shall track back those entries which has pictures and see how it was done.
Tralalala.
Oh btw kiks, if u wanna start a new blog, we can do it under moblog. It’s some singtel shiznit that I signed up for so that I could get this post it pad for free on the spot in school. Fret not, it was free.
So now, I shall be gone.
Tralalala.
(I should stop doing that ya. That tralalala-ing. But somehow I find it therepeutical. Stops me from going crazy.)
Love love love,
Mira.
I am a moron. How can I fall in love with someone who is nvr there for me. Oh wells, when time runs out, I will be ok.
I love the girlfriends. You make me wanna slam my head against the table.
And yes, money money money. Job searching here we go.
I have been soooo lazy to blog cos kiks, i want new layout. I want new layout *chants* I want new layout.
School's a bitch. I've been missing too many and been doing nothing abt it. I shall prepare myself for dooms day.
Tralalala. Life is good but it's a bitch.
Farid-is-a-lucky-boy, Mira
i was part of a magic show la!
gerekness.
life never got any better la.so the next time i see fira and fiqah,i got pressie for u.best nye.mira u have the hand band thingy so you no need.
so now back to mr magician,he took a coin from the back of my right ear.then happy.
rendezvous-ing with the bus driver; kiks
Anyway, what’s been up? Who’s been down?
I’ll tell you.
The moron of my mom is giving me money like I owed her.
The kiks, well, moronic of you on not knowing how to spend your money.
Ish Kebish!!!
And the boys, they keep me sane. Well, technically lah.
I’ve been running off to Tower 23 the past few weeks the moment my parents shut their door close. And what do I do there? I become a child. My so called neighbours are children of expats in Singapore and they are always bored. Like me. Heh. So games we shall play while their mom feeds us drinks. Heh. Sometimes lah. I mean if you ever challenged them to open a toy shop, I bet you you’d lose. How could anyone have a whole cupboard of toys and a bar in your house to ever get bored?
But then again, I’m writing this in their memory because in a few weeks time they’ll be off again to Japan. Where I shall spend sleepless nights talking the mots, awaiting helplessly for their return.
Till then,
i-love-neighbour-boys-cos-they-take-the-misery-out-me,
Miralovestobenice.
nyah!
i've officially ran out of pagenames.sheesh
super bingits arh
like totally super bingits!
and i think i have this thing for indon guys now.hahahaha.ok bye.haiyahs smaiyahs;kiks
To let some things off my chest here.
Trust me. It doesn’t affect me. But it got me wondering. How the hell could someone walk around with so little dignity and pride in themselves. Not that there is a shortage of crap oozing out of your mouth.
Fret not. I shall not call you names or diss you in public or anything of that sort. Yes, like Destiny’s Child said, my momma taught me better than that. But really, how DO you walk around thinking that you are being adored by any tom, dick or harry. Even a dick would be disgusted. Your dick to be exact.
I do not have to condescend to your level to ensure a good night’s sleep. Nor do I have to speak in a awful manner in which would put a rough redneck to shame. All I have to do is live. Because life is as good as it gets. And getting better.
When you speak, you talk of the world. When you do, you just amaze us…with how much nonsense you can think of. Please. Never mess with innocent people. Because then, OTHER innocent people might mess with you.
It’s so fun to know that I got a whole bunch of people supporting me. Family, friends and friends of friends.
And yes. I dare say they’re my friends.
How bout you, BRO?
And like certain people say, you were never born this way.
You choose to be this way.
Urgh?
With that, I shall have a bath and go read a book.
Have a nice one.
Mira.
alahai.
What a day yesterday i tell you. This and that. But hell, we shall move on.
I am so excited. Cos i got my first ever
MISS SIXTY
top. heh. discounted mah. but still. its miss sixty we're talking abt.Bah.
I faked sick to skip project meeting. i whore.
Miralalalalalalalalalala.
I hate the feeling of unbrushed teeth in the morning.
Not that i care really.
Stupid asses trying to imply that im fat.
Papa: (to mama)The ice cream you bought jus now tak sedap ah.
Me: Sedap pe.
Papa: Ya lah to you everything is sedap. Stop eating nonsense.
Hmmpf.
in vain of trying to find solace
you inflict pain in yourself.
and then i pinched myself.back to reality where i belong.closed my eyes and found myself dying in my sleep.and you forgot to save me.the efforts of turning over a new leaf has yet taken its toll on me.one's suffering should not be compared to another's.love.angel.music.baby;kiks
Moving on in life doesn’t mean forgetting the ones behind.
This thing you are doing, I don’t agree.
In fact, we all don’t agree.
Life is like this marathon that you are running.
All men in this world take part in this marathon.
You do your best to succeed.
To me succeeding is doing your best. Ensuring that not only do I enjoy myself, I turn around and help those who fall.
But you, your race, it’s just win win win in your mind. Who cares if others fall and don’t succeed?
I’m running for the prized money. Don’t bother me. In the end, when I win, no one is there to share the joy and glories with me as I’ve pushed them down to win.
Well, in this marathon, I ran too fast at this one leg. Then I tripped.
Again.
I tried picking myself up, but it hurt. So I tried to ignore the pain and continued running.
But every time I start running, all the sand and dust would get into the wound.
And it starts to hurt again. A lot.
Then I wondered, would a wound, some sand and dirt deter me from running this marathon.
Yeah, I thought the same thing like you did.
HELL NO.
So right now, I will do what I need to do.
Get that CCA form filled up and start losing some weight.
Night.
Mira.
If you're looking for more,
don't come find me.
I just ended a very rare msn conversation with Fizy. And yes farid, i know you will eventually read this. So here it goes.
I quote, "he saw me walkin towards last cabin past him n he col me"
"den he sat wif me"
"but we neva tok much"
"he let me listen to his ipod"
"its like we also growing apart"
"dah tak mcm dulu lagi ar"
So i guess it's not me. Right? Money is not all in life. Easy for me to say? Yes. Easy. Cos you don't kknow all that goes on in my life and vice versa. Maybe like what Fizy said. We weren't meant to be together. Then so it shall be. Feeling guilty while dating won't make a diff. Not that I am dating. But yes. A world of cute guys have opened up.
Ah. The last phrase from Fizy that ended my great day with Andrea, Yuki and Audrey..."nites lil sis".
So hey, no complaints. I got a friend to call one.
"Too much of a good thing is not good. But do you think you are good enough?"
Think about it.
I miss the Dum Dum Tak Girls. Mira.
the best day of my friggin life
in 2005!i sumpah!
Yet another corny episode.
Bah. My life is a
mEsS!!!
The boy obviously doesnt want me anymore. The mots, haiya, hilang. And the kiks is not hvin fun. Kiks not happy, i oso not happy. The parents r..well...a pain in the region there. Oh somebody smack the moron out of me please. I didnt go to my first class today as i though it was at 8. and i woke up at 8. so i didnt go. but actually.....its at friggin 9 oclock. I still sayang the diraf, the kiks and the mots. Sheesh-ke-babi-salaisMira.
when things get all serious
i yearn for esplanade days
i'm crying over sappy songs.corny?for sure.it's only january for god's sake.i'm suppose to be the stronger one.just like atom ant.and he says i look like atom ant in the helmet.oh fuck that boy.he goes off as fast as his bloody bike can go.shuttup kiks.
practical magic
so rock big time.
fan-fucking-tastic!Love banyak2 is in the air.
I dont know if il be able to survive this. But hey. Im not one to dwell on negativity. Fuck. The kiks says its time to move on. Ive been stupid to believe in such things. Cos ppl dun change. They never. Anyone reading this. PPL NEVER CHANGE. EVER. PERIOD.
i know
i've been missed.hah-bloody-hah.
the daily ritual of waking up and going to work then off to god-knows-where after work has sadly sucked up all the humour i had in me.ya.
in hopes that 2005 would be better,i wrote a new year resolution list.but in vain i tore it up even before midnight.i figured i should just stick to the ones i've had for years which is :-
do things i have yet to do last year and the year before last
.keeping my fingers and toes crossed that i'll be able to keep up to that.
and i miss hammie boy aka hamren and pork boy aka andrew big time.when i with them,i find solace which is deep within me.thats before we start fighting about who's gonna buy the 3rd serving of ice cream.i just miss hanging out with them.period.and the art room.
cherrios,kiki
Happy New Year.
She stared at him. And he kissed her. I felt an electric jolt.For that,they should win an Emmy. Liv Tyler kissed the shades guy like there was no tmrw. His question that sparked it all was,"When was the last time you were really kissed?".Hai...
Stuck home on a rainy Friday with your ever-so-irritating parents is not a good thing. Never a good thing. Is my menses coming? But they just finished.My emotions are running wild again. Why? Cos i was crying when i watched Oprah just now. Why? I myself am not that certain yet.
New Years Resolution
- Excercise.
- Stop hating ppl.
- Stop being so nice already.
- Try and make more friends.
- Dont splurge my money unnecessarily.
- Buy more earplugs so that i can put them when ppl im suppose to respect start talking too much.
- Stop borrowing money or things from ppl who r too arrogant about it.
- NO CRYING! AT ALL!
- Stop blaming myself for things that arent my fault.
- Stop letting certain ppl push me ard.
- Be even more independent than i already am.
- Buy certain things which i shall not mention here cos it's wrong.
- Remove my makeup before i go to sleep.
- Get drunk every THAT time of the month.
- Dress more nicely even if it's just going to school.
- Try to find more malay friends.
i'm wondering
if i'll ever get to wear my chucks,vans,or any other sneakers thats been collecting dust in the shoe cupboard again.
Trade places anyone?
Well, Merry Xmas. Well half of my ancestors celebrate Xmas. So wad the heck. Well, I love this time of e yr. Even tho im Muslim and all, but Im half portugese. That explains why my Xmas this yr has been filled with gifts. Receiving gifts to be exact. Well, my mom sorta "gave" me this Estee Lauder Set. Uncle David said he got smtg for me and Kiki got me A earring.Stella got me smtg and well, hopefully there'll be more to come.
Things hv been going ok so far. The norm in my ever so mundane life. The beach is my 2nd home. I love my peeps there. They bring out the best burper in me. And well, the mots has been very supportive thru my rough patch.
Anyway, I so cannot wait for sleepover night. Yum. Karaoke. Swimming. Spa. Food. Dvds. Countdowns. I loike.Good night.Love,
Mira
when all hell breaks loose
...
okay.feeling better.marskiki and miralala has been whinning to each other alot.our downside just had to happen during the same time huh.look on the brighter side of life,we have a sleepover to go to!*wheeeeeeeeeeeee*
gelare's was fan-fucking-tastic.only up to a point of puking.i came up with a conclusion that the only reason why we both never get to finish our food is because we're too full of laughter.yah!the only time i find myself blogging is when my brain cells decides to come to a halt.fuck.i need more books as i think my vocabulary is slowly running dry.sheesh.balls.i have an ulcer growing on my tongue.
the epitome of a bimbo,marskiki
Never fall in love with a fool...
Or let a fool fall in love with you.
This rough patch im going thru is like a rollercoaster ride. All heart-pumping with anger and instead of screaming, I cry.Yes ppl. I hv my sad sides and tears do roll down my cheeks.
I have learnt not to keep your feelings and let them explode at one go. Cos tt was wad i did. And boy was it unpleasant.I shall not mention names here but you'll probably guessed right who the 2 ppl are if you go by the name
Marsita Bte Md Sesth
.I am lost and confused. One day we're hating each other and the next, well, i wudnt say be loving to each other cos i dun feel tt anymore.He finds more interest in meeting friends than me. He speaks more nicely to friends than he does to me. He is livier ard friends then he is ard me.What happened to all the times tt he treated me right. When he would pull me nicely to the side of the road if there was an oncoming car. Now it's just a hard tug just to show tt he still 'cares'.Im lost. What happened to all the times tt he would msg me when we just met a few hrs ago. Now to wait for a call would take a few days. And when he does call, its to show he 'cares'.What happened to all the times where he would take my hand when I was sad or unhappy. Now it's just a whole load of eye rolling. What happened to the times where he would pay for taxi rides if i were to go to his hse. Now its just plain no comings.What happened to all the talks we ever had. Now it's all fightings and disagreements.
Somebody help me. Aunt Aggie? Anyone. Tell me what i need to do. And maybe il reward you with some jokes. Funny how i can put up this facade of happiness when my life is crumbling apart. School. Parents. And Him. Oh wells. This is how the cookie crumbles babe.
So boy, choose the line.
Did I fall in love with a fool?
Or
Did a fool fall in love with me?
And to the Kiks, without you, I swear, I WILL BE THE BIGGEST LOSER TT EVER EXISTED! And for that, I want to announce to the world tt
I LOVE YOU FOREVER MARSKIKI BTE PADDY!!!
Still Corny as ever, Me.Ra.
Im getting better at school this term.
Like
REALLY!
I totally understand whats going on in class now and not only tt, ive been getting online praises from my tutors tt not only do i submit my work at a considerable amount but also i submit work which is of bagus quality. The feeling is greeaaattt and i hope i can keep this up. No. Wait.
I AM KEEPING THIS UP!!!
Ok now heres smtg to look out for. 25th December, KikiLala will be exchanging gifts. Feel free to leave us some at the doorstep ya!
Anyways, heres the list of things that i want this christmas.
- Paul Frank Bedroom slippers
- Paul Frank PJs
- Paul Frank Wall Clock
- Mambo Alarm Clock
- Voodoo Dolls shorts
- Stussy Sling Bag
- Tommy Girl Perfume
- Smone to pay for the rest of my Chanel Glasses.And no. Jus becos I wear REAL Chanel doesnt mean I will look auntie. I loveeee Chanel OK!
- Oh ya. Not forgetting another Chanel Mascara and Blusher pls.
Oh and Farid, you're pushing your luck waaaaaaayyyyyyyy too far. Like the kiks, il jus luff it off. But it wont always work. I am a VIOLENT person. WATAAA!!!
Lots of expensive love,
Miraloveskikiforever
i have a super bad habit
which apparently is the cause of my bloody breakdown
i'm not one who'll blow my friggin' top just to amuse ppl.infact,i laff it off.but then it hit me on my way back home in the train.oh balls,i shall not turn all emotional.no can do.
so we played in the rain today and they wanted to take our pictures so we took off our panties.*haha*
*starts humming to christmas carol* "jingle bells jingle bells..." all i want for christmas is...i really have no clue but i'll think of sump'n cos *wahahhahaha* min of 30 and max of 60 buckeroos!
helly,uncle david,stefani plus MIRALALA made my day oh-so-good!lals,did i forget another name?*sheesh*
i liked it when the boys joined in when we were making jokes.suddenly having brothers are not terrible after all.
i <3 my family,kiks
ala...
tomorrow,i mean today,lala's gonna be all alone!
like so sad kan...then i not happy when i working cos i worry my giggly twin bored with no one.haiz haiz haiz
SO SEDIH KAN!
once again i shall be stuck with "miss scream-o" at work.mcm seram like that.
but then right,i feel bad cos all miralala been doing this week was to always pop by and come see me at work.but i have to ditch her,my only gala-gala inslander partner,for WORK!
kiks
Tmrw is a saturday. And i hv absolutely no one to go out with.
Farid thinks im sm kind of potato sack in which he can dump when it suits him.
The kiks is busy frekin workin.
And my dear besfren isnt pickin up her phn.
Hiroshima has yet to call me. And freekin hira calls your ezlink(pronounced ezeeelink) as eZACKlink!?!?!
Wad do you do when you hv a v.small social circle & nothing to do on a saturday?!
LIKE OH.MY.GOD.
Like is this frekin cool or wad!?
I can frekin do frekin
HTML
!!!Like wanna see a frekin winnie the pooh?
Nyahahaha. Ok then now.
Wanna go watch se7en.Moi fav movie.
AMIRALALALA
sentos
here i come!
off day is fun when you put kiks and lals together.ouhs wells i heart the lals anyway.
i'm in boredom-nation.com.yes.com
when i have all the time in the world to blog,my mind goes blank and my fingers aren't turning into a frenzy.this is a bad sign.very bad.i need piccies!many many of them!and money.cos i'm totally broke.trust me people on this one.i'm totally "kering".*arggggghhhh*
the-girl-whose-parents-are-rich-but-not-the-daughter,kiks
Tralalala...
Guess whos bored. Bored again.
Mira's bored tell a friend.
I'm waiting for the clock to strike 3. Here I am in the school library again. Nothing to do except for updating our ever rotting blog.
This semester, I hv been pushed to my limits.And nyahe! Its only the first day of school. TAN HUA NICOLE is no longer my classmate. Much less in any of the classes that im in. Somebody please load a gun so i can shoot myself.
All there is to look forward to is Tuesday in which I finish at 12. Then I can maybe head down to Sentos or town. Yipee!
I miss the kiks. And the rids. Both of which who have been busy working their asses off and thus, NEGLECTING YOUR DEAREST LALA!!! Nyahaha.
Oh wells, Saturday outing with the girls was a blast. A whole lot of bitching and cam whoring. I and Madihah also decided that certain ppl jus NVR change. Nyahe. I miss that galfren of mine. And hell, her wadrobe of EDC Esprit stufffs just gets larger by the second.
And diraf, at times like these I really need the iPod. To kill my misery. At home AND at school.
All im praying for now is tt i will get FRENCH as my Cross Disciplinary Subject.*Crosses fingers & prays hard*
I still do not know how to post pictures be it that the kiks has taught me to do it like once, twice?
Oh wells, this is all to it. And yeah. Americas Next Top Model tonight. And i hope I win. I mean one of the girls win. Bleargh.
The Girl who wishes she had studied harder & promises not to skip classes this time round,
Miras Rimas
When all is senseless...
I am exhausted.
Physically.Mentally.Emotionally.And well, financially?
I've been working like a fool. A fool to think that anyone in this hse would be bothered to think of me for a second.A fool to think that certain ppl would be bothered abt me. A fool to think that ppl can change. A fool to think that I hv tons of ppl caring for me. I've been a fool.
I'm not gonna hide anything here.Farid if you keep up the way you do, admitting and damn well proud tt you are an egoistic bastard, dont bother trying to even call me. Wanna know why? SInce you love admitting that big fucken ego of yours, well guess what? News Flash of the century. I do not give a fucken damn anymore cos mine will run over yours in a blink of an eye.
And to this ppl i call family, no wait, parents, take your money and shove it. As much i am suppose to love you, i am tired of being treated like a fool. My mom has gone on 2 months without giving me any allowance. Wanna know why? Cos she said it's not to my entitlement. It's to her discretion. Oh well. Like when she's in the old folks home. If i decide not to give her money, it's not to her entitlement, it's to my discretion, right? Bloody hell, i am her daughter for goodness sake?! I'm a responsibility. NOT A BLOODY OPTION! Oh wells, who cares? With my pay and some form of money management, i'd be able to survive.
Finally, school's gonna start. And smhow, this time round, i've vowed to sink my head into it real deep. Deep enough to prove myself. Deep enough to shut those 2 up. Deep enough for some respect. Respect for being able to succeed in doing something well which i am so totally clueless about.
The only thing right now which can put smile on my face is the word KIKI. It's so boon keng of you to love me. Nyahe.
Ha bloody ha, this is an emotional rollercoaster,
Miralalala
shucks...
kikilala rocks your socks!
kiks busy working and lals busy enjoying.talk about unfairness.
something to look forward to go to work tomorrow.Singapore Idol is gonna be at jurong point.and no,im not a fan of taufik or sylvester.i'm just trying to console myself while lals is getting drunk at sentos while i kill my feet.monday, working at wisma means town.town means shopping.shopping means money(of which i barely have).crap.
i need a tan,coffee,fags and a whole load of laughter from miralala.i need to do a survivor soundtrack(lals!) and do a lcd screen dance.i need a full blast of kikilala crew bs.
i'm-so-freakin'-pissed(hira style),kiks
Haiz Schmaiz.
I wish i was an Oblong. You know...those demented cartoons on central.
No wait. I am already demented.
Anyway schmaziway, Monday was a blast. Free food. Free Drinks. Good company. Good laughs.And then............................BLUEK!!! The Puke Monster was ALIVE!!!! four times!!!! sheeshness. It was just wine my dear. Nyahahaha. Its ok. I got 10 buckies for tt. weeeeeeeeeeeehehehehehe.
Anyway, back to my sighing. Hai. Hai. Hai. and Double Hai. No wait, Triple hai. Sometimes i wish my parents wouldnt like love me so much. Yeah. I know im trying to put it in a positive way. I cant do anything fun with their concern. Like now. Hai. Google Haizs. The bf is now at Zouk. With a free VIP table courtesy of Andrea and well, maybe me. And the best part is, the ppl who helped him get the VIP table arent there. Boohoo. I know it's not my party, but i can cry if i want to right? I could sneak out. But im too broke. Usually i dun really dwell on these stuffies cos i couldnt be bothered. But haiz.
So right now im stuck at home with nothing, NOTHING, to do at all. I h**e my parents. I cant even go down to Starbucks at BLOODY SIGLAP to hv a smoke with Andrea. And friendsters down. Which leaves me with pitas. But how much can i type? Like a whole lot. Of crap.
So lets just switch on the iPod and like count the tiles on the floor.Oh no. I dun hv tiles.Ok then count the strands of hair on my head.Or i could go swim. but boring. or go gym. but lazy. or sleep. yeah. hai.
My heart aches for a life. Hai. Hai. Hai. Fock the world. My heart really aches for a life.
I need to break free. Somebody help me?
The-ever-so-boring-bored-girl.
Mira.La.La.Bloody.La.
to infinity....
and beyond
corny schmorny.so in the lal's entry that's what we practically did on hari raya.but lals,u left out the walking around the whole of yishun to smoke a fag.the paddy's back.and exams are so over.that's why the mother's going on and on about "when u want to start work?go ask maklang lah"
22nd is GALA GALA ISLAND day and free sushi!yes david!free bloody sushi!
shuttup lah kiks,you have no idea of what to say ready lah
the-girl-who-hasn't-been-out-of-house-for-5-day-already,kiks
Meow.
Gary
If u asked us how we spent our raye, meow. Gary. Giggle. Schmiggle. Precious. Spank. Snap. Split. Taiti. Watch each other fall asleep.
Yeap. Tt was abt it. O and yeah. Watch our brothers 'communicate'.
While others asked for forgiveness, we became M2M. Marsita 2 Mira. The paddle brush was kinda kinky. Muehahahaioa. Our 'album covers' will be up soon. When i noe how to put them up.
Till then, the 22nd.
Food. Chicken. Corn. Sushi. Ice Cream. Smoothies. Fags. And smmore sins hint hint.
Welcome for more suggestions.
All hail the Grandma of Funk.Myra Schmyra.
Selamat Xmas!!!
Tres tres. This year i dun have the enthusiasm either to celebrate Hari Raya.
Why? I know y kiks. Cos we havent been faithfully fasting. This is the last day of puasa and im not even down to get anything new for hari raya. Nothing. Zelch. Zero.
When it comes to forgiving kiks, il jus slap her at the back of her head and say "You owe me a buffet ah!".Nyehehehe.
We'll giggle like mad with tears rolling down i tell u. Telling each other how much we love us and stuff like tt. Hugging and promising.....................Riggggghhhhtttt.....
Ok kiks...m gonna be at ur hse soon...gonna bathe now..
Giggle later.
Loving the paddy and missing the gramps and nenny.
Lala
where i seek forgiveness
to whoever this may concern to...
the day i have been dreading for is finally here.shoot me for i lack of the enthusiasm to celebrate hari raya this year.what's there to be happy about?the daddy's not around.and he's a having a bad sore throat which is why he hasn't been calling home.and for that daddy i forgive u :p
to the lals,well well well...*haahaahahah*i don't know whether to laugh or cry when it comes to you.seek forgiveness to who?each other?*sheesh*
to the peepies,im sorry you all had to withstand all my corniness.*heh*
and another round of crying is about to begin as of tomorrow morning.lala,make sure the mascara and eyeliner is waterproof.you know that the gramps and nenny can make us cry *hahahhaaha*
kiks
crash!boom!bang!
i have just indulged myself with some retail theraphy.online shopping is fun.i won the auction for the cardigan.*whopee*oh and the kitten heels i got for a super cheapo price.the feet are gonna hurt but i couldn't help it.it was sitting on the shelf at Esprit looking all "oh-so-VINTAGE"!*nyah*
in the mids of exams.and the girls'dying.the daddy's not around oh wells schmwells....
was suppose to go to school but knowing the bimbotic me, i kinda slept in so now im screwed.haiyah then the Lit teacher woke me up from my sleep to ask "Marsita,how was the paper yesterday?"she asked me how i answered the qns and so i replied in my groggy voice "hmmmm...ummmm...ahhhh...".all that took a 15 mins worth of conversation.tell me your teachers don't call you abt your exam papers.oh crap
did you know that there's such thing as "sachoks with X-factor" and "jr. beach bummers"?holy crap.and to think that KikiLala only went to Gala-Gala Island to save muhney(well,before we found Billabong & New Zealand Natural ice cream *heh*)i wonder whether stuff like this happens in Australia.*hah*
BEWARE-GOING TO THE BEACH WITH A BIKINI ON IS STRICTLY PROHIBITED.YOU MAY BE FINED fOR COMMITTING A "TRENDY WANKER" CRIME.like they say SINGAPORE is a jolly well "FINE" city.how theoradically ironic.totally A-grade bs don't you think so?
kiks
~I just hv tis sudden urge...
To blog.
Once again. Whats new. Miras bored. I need my Kiki. Like real bad. We need to go out. JUST THE 2 OF US! U fishcakesdodobirdbaboon!
U STILL OWE ME A CHOCOLATE BUFFET!!!
I went to town alone yest. Funny. It's been awhile since i did tt considering e fact tt now i hv e-most-gerek-fuckintastic-messy-roomed-shopaholic boyfriend.Ok back to where i was. I played a game of Spot-the-Losers-who-think-theyre-jus-e-oh-so-in-thing-now and yeah i found many. Boys & girls, it's not what u wear tt matters now(well, ok. it still does but ROXY?!?!Stop harrassing the original girls ok?), it's how u carry urself. I hate to admit it(NYahahaha!) but KikiLala is more of attn-getters(note:getters not seekers)-in-a-double-glance-kinda-way than a i-need-to-scream-n-shout-n-luff-n-jump-in-front-of-u-pretending-to-hv-a-ball-w-my-friends kinda thing.
So if ure reading this, im sure u all noe there is smway tt u attract attn. But how? Im turning all storyish instead of bloggish but what-the-fish?
Ok kiks. Ive bot e topshop sweater. so how bout u? u getting it anot? and ive yet to buy my vans sneakers.i need to buy bags. voodoo dolls got nice shit now.n i need new slips.nice funky coloured ones. funny how i talk as if i hv a million bucks but e fact tt im left with half my pay and we're not even a week into the month. Shitballs.
Oh ya and smtg ive been wanting to say all my life. IM FUCKIN(woops!) FAT!!! NO. NOW I MEAN REALLY FAT!I have like put on 3 kg to my normal 50kg which nvr seems to move no matter how i stuff or starve(not!)!And i need to lose it. I need motivation to go to e oh-so-far-yeah-rite-kiki-will-say gym! but..but..ARGHHHH!!!*pulls hair out*
Theres only so much a day of not eating will do cos il jus reciprocate at night when i can eat. So smone. Help.
To all skinny ppl out there, girls to be exact:Never wish to be fatter. Never. Cos ur wish might jus cum true and ul jus hate urself for it.
And my brother has once again forced me into wanting to punch his face! He's blaming me tt his laptop is lo batt when i already told him way way in the morn tt im going to use my laptop n im pluggin out his not-yet-switched-off-laptop. What the balls?!
Ok i swear this is like the longest entry.
Nyeahahaha.I always say tt rite? Oh wells.
Ok then. Till here. I end my weekly dosage of blabbering.
Miralalala.
This is sickening fun.
I was late for my supp ppr.A 2nd chance and i was late. It's a good thing e MALE TEACHER let me in.
Its 1/2 hour left to e IISO or in my terms I.M.N.ASS.HOLE ppr.First of all, i jus noe tt im gonna be repeating my accounting module.AND I JOLLY WELL HOPE TT IT WILL BE THE ONLY ONE IM REPEATING!
Right now im e sch library using e com & ur limited to half hour of usage per time.Nyahaha.In order to "study", i had to kanchoingly use tis com but in vain tt THEY PROMPTED ME IF I WANTED TO EXTEND MY TIME! STUPID SHITZITS MIRA! i was reading like a bullet train thru my notes online & tis was wad i got.Sheesh.Ok kiks.Can stop luffing at me already.
Bad enuff tt i fergot to keep my phn in my bag n i left it in my pocket during e exams.There i was praying tt no one wud msg, much less call me during those 2 sickening hours, wait make tt 1&1/2hours since i was late, but noooooooooo!!!!!!!! Our dearest Marskiki jus had to rite! So there i was watching out if any examiners heard the zzzzzzhhhh zhhhhhh from my beloved ass. Well, thank god they didnt cos i sort of lifted my ass frm e chair e whole 30loooong seconds e phone was vibrating.
Oh wells...
Im looking forward to Saturday which i hope i wun be working so at least WE(KIKILALA!) can squeeze in some time in their VERY busy schedule to head down to Heeren cos i think the Roxy Jam Preliminary Rounds are being held there n then. And Nyahahaly(wtf?) our sri-lanka-is-not-in-malaysia-girl will be participating so at least we can like shriek for her rather than jus die of luffing tears due to all e wannabes present!
Ok 20 mins more.
I shopuld really get going but then again, i need to study
Cherry-ohs and loving her mini iPod,
Miralalala
what everyone's
been waitin' for
the best outing we've had in awhile huh?
this is the PHOTOLAB
as usual...*awww*eye-candy
then comes the bimbos&bambi crew
u can nvr go wrong with ice-cream babe
and finally,the birthday babe lala and the "oh-so-keras" cake!*drool please*it was cookies & cream after all
i had fun.why wouldn't i?i got to be lidya BIN MANSOR for one night didn't i?*nyahahahhahhahhaha*
lidya bin mansor aka the KIKS *gah*
Happy Birthday to me!!!
I am 17.
Ewww.I sound bloody old.Urgh.
Someone:How old are you ah?
Mira: 17.
Urgh.Eww.Fark.
I shal be indebt to Bambi tll...errr...i dunno when.
FARID BOUGHT ME AN IPOD!MINI iPod TO BE EXACT.
Ok gtg. Sm Ah Pek Fizy wants to use this laptop.
I'll be back.
Muah muah
Miras Rimas, Lala, Mira
happy birthday lala!
finally 7teen!
listen up...i really think i should quit studying and be "Dear Kelly" NO KIDDING
guess what?i can't wait to see miralalala this tuesday!*wheee*
back to the reason why im writing this entry.did you know i found out sump'n that actually made me think.yeah the kiks thinking.funny how capable she can be huh*heh*
seriously,it's a no-no when some people go around picking up their supposedly "friend's" gfs.somehow i fell for that trap once upon a time*slaps forehead*it's truly fucking intolerable when it happens to my friends but hey guess what..i had let it slide.it's not me who was the "extra" was it?looking back, i find it convincingly funny.so now ponder as you read about your next target.i'm not pointing fingers ya.okay okay maybe i'm lying.i'm just pointing the MIDDLE finger at YOU!what a sucker.
this is my disdainful behavior.*awwww*
~worst case of flu
yet again
i miss my lala too so that makes us even.
when's ur father going?that's a good thing or a bad thing?nvm.
mock exams today?total bs.waste of freakin' time.english "marathon"?freezing to death.Mrs cow made us suffer but in andrew's words "you only have to suffer for awhile more".*puh-leaseeee*
the constant reminder that crunch time is about to arrive.
for now i only have one thing to look forward to:- 7 yrs from now
i'll be in Monash.i swear.with lala of course.pf cups and bedspreads.here we come!
I MISS MY KIKI
The only thing i guess thats keeping me from going insane is this fag...
Im feeling like shitzits upside down inside out...stupid parents...
Him up there surely must noe im about to go berserk very soon cos he got my drift and is sending my dad overseas to i-dun-care-where-as-long-as-far-far-away-from-me for a few days or weeks...who cares...
I MISS MY KIKS LIKE BIG TIME!!! I NEED A GIRLS DAY OUT...NOT WITH ANY GIRL BUT KIKI!!!
f*ck the world
Going crazy and turning 17 ahem ahem
Mira aka Lala
~issh kebish
hello!i need a weekend getaway lar!
i think i need a wee bit of retail theraphy.plus fags and caramel frap to go along with it.*waduh waduh* fasting month.
the O's are nearing and i am stressing.
i miss hanging out.i shall be patient while i wait for all this to be over.one more month and i'll be free!yes!yes!yes!
i shall be happy and merry :p
HIDOP MATI KIKILALA!
At the rate the Kiks is studying...
~she might just end up in a University.
There goes our stupid weekend. Wasted cos we had no stupid money. Stupid stupid. Stupid stupid stupid.
I love my nenny and granddaddy. Muah muah.
Changes changes. The month of extreme changes. The Kiks has had her belly pierced & the Lals(sounds stoopid stupid) has got her hair cut short. Real short. Loves it like the old times.
Its annoying to see the Kiks study like mad but she plans to go to Lasalle! Stoopid stupid bitch!
Anyways not much to write fer now cos the Kiks is busy studying & the Lals is busy worrying over her supp paper. Gosh.
Can somebody just burn down the school?
I hate chores to the core. Hey, tt rhymes! When i grow up, im gonna get myself a maid! Hear tt mommy!?!?!? Argh.I hate doing the dishes n laundry. I hate sweeping n mopping or vacuuming. I hate everything tt has got to do with chores!
I was bored but im not boring
And Farid, we do not share Gelares on Tuesday okai!!!
Mira aka Lala
I <3 my kiks, nenny, granddaddy n him.
~purely
out of angst
it irks the shit out of me when U are try'na suck up to mua!U are way shallow and don't pretend to be nice.debts have yet to be paid ya so don't try running away cos i'll burn your house down.how fugly can u get?dammit.
~the belly piercers
gosh.
tres tres, we should have been studying but we were out having fun.so shoot us.kikilala wants to get our belly pierced but i think helly just changed my mind.so she said it isn't gonna be painful and all but the sight of her screwing and unscrewing the thingy at her belly was scary.so we screamed (as usual)and i am sincerely apologising if david didn't make any business yesterday cos we could have easily scared them away with all those screamings going on.
to pierce,or not to pierced that is the question!
and yesterday's dinner was quite an eventful one don't u think?!with the speech going on and stuff!im so done with this thing
The Impromptu Rendezvous.
Well, well...
In a few days time or much less hours, Kiki & Lala would have to decide their futures. Well, in this case you would have predicted that we were in our rooms or any library studying our brains away.
But nooooooooooooo.....we just had to go rite...
Oh wells, no regrets.
I predict failure.Shit.Help.Boohoo.
Shopping was fantabulous.Its been awhile since i shopped. And boy did it feel good! Every shop that i entered in Pacific Plaza became 50buckies richer.*Nyahahahaha* Next weekend...Zara, Mng, Topshop..here i come...Weeee.
I'm a money minded bitch. Shoot me.
Heh kiks...Im thankful for you...Ready for tt speech?!?!!?
I love my Farid.But dun bully me ok?
Mira aka Lala.
~the shades
is on me.
the mother and daughter had a stoopid conversation.
mother:he doesn't come ard anymore.u all not talking?
daughter:ma,im studying.who you talkin' abt?
mother:the boy who grated my chocolate in the kitchen the first time he came over
daughter:ouh...been busy no time to talk.
pish-posh.mother and daughter don't usually have these type of convos and i'm not comfortable with it.yes mama i love you alot but my personal life is of my own.family getting involved is not my thing(kikilala rolls eyes at the same time!)
lala we need to head down to GALA GALA ISLAND real bad.and shopping spree is far from over!
Shawn ones to make an entry on this pg...
Kiks is a bloody cb...
Make me laugh like luff like mad i tell you
Fries and Slaw?!?! What the hell..and the voice of tt bloody person at e counter...
The pigeons are more afraid of u than u are afraid of them u stupid bimbo!
I cant think...Heh..
Ok the end lah..cant think...
Cough cough but getting better...Mira aka lala...
~"studying"
at least we tried.
lala had her haircut.kiki had her muhney cut.ice cream was *waduh waduh*we're always good at multi-tasking.laughing while eating.laughing like MAD while eating.we like making up words.fries+coleslaw
*nayahahhaa* only we understand what we're talking about.whatever the language that(once again) we made up.even the mute wouldn't understand.we didn't gossip about anything today.what an achievement ya!the pigeons were bloody mofos!*lols*
35 more days babe.get over and done with exams!family gathering soon so we can do christmas in your room.oh you know...the exchange of gifts,the shoes,the clothes,the bags.we were'nt born rich.rite.our parents are working too hard.and we are sinners.HOT&SEXY sinners
Cough Cough
Im bored but..oh..u noe how it ends...
Cough Cough...
Im stuck in school with a 3 hour break. Much thanks to my baby and his hangover.
Can i get MTV from sharing a towel? If yes, can someone with MTV share their towels with me? Heh.
Im down with a bad throat. I need a cure. Quick. Exams are coming and i SERIOUSLY need to get down with it. I mean...I DONT WANNA REPEAT ANOTHER YEAR OF STUPID LECTURES. I can do this. Can I? Someone motivate me pls.
After our exams, KikiLala is so gonna roam the universe. Starting with tt little mini hometown of ours. Sentosa. Heh. Guest list only. *Hint Hint*
Kiks you need to teach me how to put in the pics. I so wanna do tt.
Next next Sat, anyone care to go black? Im fading.
Kiks, we need to go shopping. It's been a long time since we did it hardcore. Heh. Yumm.
The Very Lala Mira.Cough cough.
~whopeee
hello,hello,hello nurse!
yeah the kiki and lala made up!*huahuahua*
reconciliation
and say hello to the newlyweds!
oh by the way...that stooopid shitball who tried breathing down my back yesterday,u think i'll get orgasms or sump'n out of that?God,where have all the nicer boys gone to?
i have the urge to use this bloody word but i'm so not "SASTIFIED"!
~Bitch with a twist.
Stop trying to make YOU happen!
Ok..this is a retraction to my earlier blog. I'm sorry i was mad at my Kiki. She made it all up and learnt her lesson.I hope.
My side of todays story...We met up..walked n walked..and oh my god! We saw an accident happen right in front of our eyes! Yes! The motorcycle skidded and kaboosh!!!Well, knowing me n kiki, we jus stared fer awhile and started giggling bout it. Heh.
Yeah..today was time well spent..we plonked ourselves down at Starbucks-i-shant-say-where-cos-then-certain-ppl-might-jus-"accidentally"-bump-into-us-there and yeah..some Hazelnuts and Caramels, Pringles, fags and tabloids. Yeah..and we did our rituals.."Eh did u noe that...*giggle giggle*...YA YA YA!!!" Gawd..i havent laughed like tt for ages. The irony of it all is tt ITS ONLY THE TWO OF US. Oh wells. I love my Kiks.
I wanna grow old with Kiki.Laugh with Kiki to the grave.And i mean no one..no one..is gonna mess with her and get away with it. Unless im dead. Yeah..so u MATS out there..i am capable of (1)Playing your staring games (2)Insult the hell out of your balls (3) Shut you up real bad!. So ppl please..jus cos ur a guy with ur grp of guy frens DOES'NT(kiks!) mean u can go ard breathing down MY kikis back and get away with it. Yes. I was pissed at tt Kiks. Like i was pissed with tt bangla at Sentosa. Gawd tt made me look like a WANKSTA! Oh wells, anything for my kiks.
Ok i should so end this or it could go on forever..
The Girl who still doesnt noe which MRT door opens at CityHall...Goodness..
Lala loves to Cough!
Somebody shoot me please.
Great ppl..thanks alot
It's been awhile since i blogged..not cos im lazy..yea well partially..and also cos being e bimbo i am since e password is all digits i cant seem to remember them.
Yeah well, school has taken its toll on me. Swollen throats, running noses and a hot, well literally, hot body. Sprints to hand up projects on time, putting on our leather masks to step into class when we didnt submit our portfolios and jus givin a cheesy grin when he asks fer it. The semester has ended an yeah, il miss my corny peeps...Ayu aka the girl who has crushes on anyone she can practically lay her eyes on, Nicole or should i say Tan Hua aka the one who makes the taxi company rich, Azlim aka Lim Basket..well wad can i say..Corny Corny but yet sooo funny jokes at all the wrong times!.., Kim Koon...well, he drives us ard like hes got all day..and Ikram..can u talk..and to all these ppl..SNAKES DO HAVE BONES U MOFOS! Well, to my other classmates(well its not as if theyre readin tis..but oh wells) hope to see u guys next year...
Well, the Kiks has decided to dump me..literally dump me dumb to go out with her well, FRIENDS! Yes Marsita Md Sesth! I am posting this out to CandyLand and i hope smone will knock sm senses into her...16years..16years of KikiLalaness and she chose her friends....HARGH!!!! Oh wells, wad can i do but jus wish tt some girl, yes onli girls, would like to ask me out tm..wel today la..I need to laugh..I hvnt luffed so bad...Only jus now..When my dad fergot the name of the supermarket Shing Siong or however u spell it...he fergot the name and jus slapped a Chee Seng into it...like WDH? I laughed till the whole of Bedoks ShopnSave heard me..BAUHAHAH...
Ok..thats abt it fer updating..and yes...I AM OFFICIALLY MRS SHAWN COVVEY....heh...Mish my babeeeeyyyy...and yeah well...abit of kiks too... :P ...
Officially the longest Entry
The One who doesnt noe that WinMe stands for Windows Millenium and not pratically win me...
Amira Bte Mustafa, Lala, Mrs Covvey...
~well well well...
the kiks has been busy and lala's just plain lazy.the tagboards' movin faster than the entries.oh well...
how are we?*nyahahha*
this is a shout-out to RipCurl,thanks for designing some real nice stuffies and because of you many have suffered burnt holes in their pockets this month!*lols*
new word added to the vocab dictionary of KikiLala..."JENJETING!"just some amusement for lala and prolly you're already laughing.byes smuies
kiks
~i don't give a rats' ass
about next saturday but lala we have to head down to GALA-GALA ISLAND ya?!
this is in vain of hoping that some MOE guy will happen to "terplecok" into this blog,puh-leasssseeee lah...i don't wanna start school tomorrow!c'mon lah less than 2 more months and *whoooopeeeeeeee*.kikilala will officially partaye!guest list only....*teehehee*
~indon style
*waduh waduh* enggak bisa angs lah...
way back to my father's roots
ibunya mahu neng pakai braces.appointment ALEXANDRA hospital esoknya...*waduh waduh*gigi jongs ku nanti udah termasok.
7 hours of just sitting down drinking coffee and endless trips to the toilet to peepee*haiyah*21 fags and counting...laughing to myself half the time.what can i say,"STARBUCKS,YOU'RE THE MAN!"
neng mahu pergi zoo.mahu ngomong-ngomong dengan Ah Meng.
zoo lah...nanti binatang all dah bercucu.*lol*
pardon me,just plain pissed bored.*argh*
kiks
~Sweet Valley Nuggets
mmm...always best dipped with a kikilala sauce!
Recently we brought up one of our past phases in our KikiLala life...
We used to like go to the library..ALL THE TIME when we ard 12 yrs...and yeah...we were jus like other girls..Sweet Valley was our all time fav...However, the funny thing tt we luffed our asses off recently was tt, after borrowing our books, we would head down to the McDonalds nearby & read our books, while eating nuggets..with curry sauce..
Kiki i remembered every single thing tt we did at Macs, the way we sat (whouahahahhaahahahahahah...mcm ruma sendiri), where we sat (again whoahahahahahah) & wad we ate after Nuggets...Sundaes....yummm...Yet i hv not reached e horribly funny part...WELL, WE NEVER MANAGED TO BRING HOME OUR BOOKS...WHY U MAY ASK...BECAUSE WE ALWAYS FINISHED IT EVEN BEFORE 2 HRS INTO BORROWING THEM!!!! hohoho..sm of u may not find tis funny, well..i dun give a damn, but i loved those times!!! Gawd...hohoho...n when we reached hm..her mom would go like..Mane pergi n 2? Asal lambat..No matter how we told the truth, they nvr believed us...huahuahua...sheesh...parents!
Gawd..those were the days..books were nvr returned late, characters of SV were like part of our lives...we felt like Elizabeth, Jessica, Todd, etc. etc.... were like sitting next to us in Macs..
Well, so much for story telling..
Thank the Wakefields & Gang for makin my english wad it is today..
I have a date tmmmmmmm..........
Weeeeeeeeee...
Is this like the longest entry?
Lala aka Mira
~I hate my dad...
How bout u?
Ok...so...my dad is evil...plain evil...how could he?!?! How could he cancel my date!?!?! I havent gone for a date for 2 years!??! 2 years!!?!? Tts like e peak of my puberty man...hohoho...Anyways "Shawn Covvey" im sorry....real sorry...and boy..my heart hasnt skipped a beat for like ages! weeeeeeeeeeeeee..........
Anyways BlackAss, u can jus rot in hell n die...
Kiki & Lala are so rulers of the universe! Huahuahua... so true wad kiki said...Retribution..Mess with the best & god will just help us break ur legs...like LITERALLY!!!
Kiki i wanna grow old with...
I wanna be buried next to you...
Rot in hell with u n dance in heaven with u...
Im not lesbo..im straight..how could i be when theres a cute guy chatting with me...
Lots of LOUD burps and cute poppish farts....Lala aka Mira
~utmost hatred
towards you.
if you're a smoker you'll so know how this goes...
you smoke till your hearts content,instead of flicking it,toss it to the ground and give it a good grinding.it works well.
dont go round using the word "miss" when you know nuts about it.
someday,i mean real soon...kiki and lala will be drinking orange juice out of the PAUL FRANK cups and wearing Pro Keds sneakers and kicking them up your arse.
BRUTAL retribution comes to those who wait.
~new me,new you
here's sump'n new for us to continue our rambles and shambles since we decided to move on and start sump'n new.
okay if you want a nicer version of this thingy just change ur comp's resolution to 800x600 okay?if not,then go through the trouble just to minimize this shit.
have you eaten RAZZELS?this is not a line from 13 going 30 but it's the KIKILALA's favourite bubble gum-cum-candy!but we shan't tell you where to get it since it won't be underground anymore.*wahhahaa*
it's the weekend so go break a leg(and i mean literally) or sump'n.*urgh* shizits...and LALA,maybe you're fated to meet someone who might just look like ABANG!*lol*
with loads of silent farts and teeny weeny burps;KIKI